– Change – By: Shawn D. Petrie (11-13-1993)

Change
By: Shawn D. Petrie (11-13-1993)

I need a change from the pain
I experience each day
I wake up every morning
Feeling less than a man

I want life without death
And not have to worry which will be my last breath

To love someone as equally
As they love me
And a truth in this reality
That will not bury me

Truth is a lie, I have no more tears to cry
My life is a lie, I have no time to die
My games hand is folded, my mind is shot
In this world of pain and hurt I am lost

I want a system that is equal
That is truthful and all is the same
I want to do something with myself
That will let people recognize my name

How do I decide which decisions to make
How will I know which ones will be mistakes
The minutes tick by and cut my time short
In a world which I can describe in only one way,
hurt

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November 21, 2015 0

– Come Home – By: Shawn D. Petrie (12-2-2006)

Come Home
By: Shawn D. Petrie (12-2-2006)

Every day that I spend without you
I tell myself that your just at work
And you’ll be home any time
So i leave the door unlocked, for you

When 5 o’clock rolls around and your not home
I start to panic and reach for the phone
I wonder where you could be, then i remember
That your not coming home

I left the empty spaces the way that they were
Where you had your things, before you left
Come home and fill those spaces with your love
With your heart

I never sleep on your side of the bed
Holding my pillow, crying for you
In the darkest places i look for you,
But your never there

All the things that we used to do, i can never do
you’ve changed the way i look at things
And i don’t want this anymore
If it isn’t with you

Who ever thought that i could feel such pain
It keeps on coming and multiplying
Every day that your away
I grow colder inside

The silence that you left behind
Is agonizing and so unreal
I just cant believe that you are gone
And I’m here alone

I love you more than anything or anyone
That ill ever meet or ever know
But the love i have is not returned
At least not anymore

I’m holding on but I’m losing hope
That you will call and change your mind
And keep the promise that we made that day
To stay together and love forever

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November 21, 2015 0

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November 19, 2015 0

– Denial: The Darkest Winter – (SOUNDCLOUD)

Denial: The Darkest Winter
By: August Will Decay
From the upcoming album:
Hypnotized By Disguise

Drums intro x4

Guitar part (a) x4

Guitar part (a) (harmonize) x4

Verse 1 (guitar part b x2)

It was a cold November night

When you started your goodbye

I told myself this time

That I would not cry

I should have seen it coming

As you packed up all your things

The end of all our promises

Then end of everything

Chorus (guitar part c x2)

And there I stood in pain

With those tears in my eyes

Catching glimpses of your smile

The darkest winter you left me in

Forever paralyzed

I was hypnotized by disguise

Bridge guitar part a x 2

Verse 2 (guitar part b x2)

I held my head low

As you headed towards the door

the same way you left me

Just a short year before

My heart was full of sadness

And my mind was full of rage

Words you did not need to use

Your actions took the stage

Chorus (guitar part c x2)

And there I stood in pain

With those tears in my eyes

Catching glimpses of your smile

The darkest winter you left me in

Forever paralyzed

I was hypnotized by disguise

Verse 3 (guitar part b x2)

I could not bear to watch

As you slowly drove away

Words I could not use

There was nothing left to say

You disappeared into the night

You took everything with you

Everything we built collapsed

there was noting I could do

Chorus (guitar part c x2)

And there I stood in pain

With those tears in my eyes

Catching glimpses of your smile

The darkest winter you left me in

Forever paralyzed

I was hypnotized by disguise

Chorus guitars x 2

Guitar out

hypnotized by disguise

In the darkest winter

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November 17, 2015 0

– Some New Graphics – (11-16-2015)

Some New Graphics (11-16-2015)

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November 16, 2015 0

– Cold – By: Shawn D. Petrie (11-12-2006)

Cold
By: Shawn D. Petrie (11-12-2006)

Things in motion
To fast to catch
To slow to notice
The mind is so full

A discomfort in sitting
Unable to stand, rearrange
The mind believes what it sees
The illusion of rest becomes habitual

A reach out with an ember
It burns bright but quickly fades
Up into the air
Were we stay and try to breathe

Two separate time zones
Two separate hearts together
Jagged pieces break off
And they are forced to fit back together

But still it sticks
With an imperceptible glue
But all the spaces aren’t filled
And some pain is leaking through

Cracks form like the mantle
Of a volcano ready to explode
But the mountain still so high
And the village unaware below

A proud representation of collected gains
On display perfectly placed
Rock solid in their minds
That this is the finest presentation

Ignorance preoccupied their eyes
They need only to look up
The looming fire above there heads
Begins to make its move

Still they do not see
Until it is too late
And all at once and without knowing
The world opens up before them

The collection of memories and possessions
Swept away by the fire
It is all-consuming
And fully unforgiving

Effortlessly the structure is dissected
The strongest beams are broken
The warmest homes on fire
Then quickly become cold

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November 14, 2015 0

– Black Days Set Ways – By: Shawn D. Petrie (2-21-1993)

Black Days Set Ways
By: Shawn Petrie (2-21-1993)

Two minutes to destruction
The end of all you see and feel
The end of life itself
So enjoy your final meal

The problem here is the way of the world
Always pushing us towards certain death
The payback has arrived for all lonely sinners
The pure will be spared and to hell with the rest

The true nature of hell will be shown to all
The cold winds blow but there is a fire to come
Young children ruined by your wicked ways
And to this the gods will go numb

The spoiled meat of your loved ones
Will burn in the streets filled of fire
The innocent flee and are wondering why
Best friends had turned out to be liars

Black days are coming, no sun only fire
Set ways since the dawn of destruction
Black days set ways in a frantic, panicked state
Payback for hypocrisy and corruption

Now the gods will pack up and the blazing will stop
The pain and destruction will end
Only the innocent are left to start over
But what will come of this new found life once the blistered earth mends

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November 14, 2015 0

– Call Me Sir – By: Shawn D. Petrie (2-20-2006)

Call Me Sir
By: Shawn D. Petrie (2-20-2006)

I hate when people call me sir

I’m not my father

And neither was he

I hate when people call me sir

Don’t talk to me

Don’t look at me

I’m not here

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November 13, 2015 0

– Black Highway – By: Shawn D. Petrie (11-14-1994)

Black Highway
By: Shawn Petrie (11-14-1994)

Walking on a black highway
In the middle of the night
Each flash of blinding light
Reminds me of my past life

A memory with no pain
But hate all the same
Because numbness and forgiveness
Is the name of the game

Walking on a black highway
And cannot see my future
And everything I have been through
All is just now a blur

But as I try to remember
There has been trouble and hate
And all I can do is hope, that my
Future doesn’t hold the same fate

It comes to me in a dream
A dark rundown building
God on my side, evil fighting both
A cold place with a silver lining

Crying, laughing, hurting, start over

Walking down a dark path
One small source of light
All of it’s surroundings are cold and dark
But this is shining bright

Listening to the silence
Remembering what I want
And surly what I leave behind now
Will come back around to haunt

Walking on a black highway
This is my only path
Trying but failing and falling into
This worlds unattractive trap

One with lots of hate
And pain that’s one in the same
And winning and survival
Is the name of the game

Walking on a black highway
Trouble sneaks upon me
My hearts been cut open
Leaving my feelings to bleed

I am scared around here, please shelter me
This is the only place I can’t stand

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November 12, 2015 0

– Better Days – By: Shawn D. Petrie (8-15-1999)

Better Days
By: Shawn Petrie (8-15-1999)

Here in the present I reflect on my past
Just a few months ago, then further back
Recently heart-broken, but was it really a game?
I still refuse to believe every one is the same

Thinking about how I acted
Playing the part of the fool
Realizing with how I acted,
I need to go back to school

Learning slowly what I missed
When I slipped through the cracks
A part of me still wishes though
That I could go back

Remembering what she did
Realizing she did nothing at all
I was too childish and needy and was
The reason for my rise and my fall

Feeling so much better lately
The pain is all slipping away
I find it harder to remember her face
And it gets a little harder every day

I used to avoid the things that I loved
Because they would remind me of her
And just like the path to her memory
The way to her house is a blur

I ask myself if I still care
Honestly I don’t think that I do
An infatuation that burned and died in the fire
Realizing just how thorough we are through

It sure feels good
To be sure I know
That I won’t be thinking of her
Where ever she goes

Now is the time
To go on with my life
Put those childish things aside
Refuse relief in the knife

For my mind was too clouded
To learn the lesson I now see
But the pain she gave to me has reawakened
The knowledge that’s now burned into me

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November 12, 2015 0

– Anymore – By: Shawn D. Petrie (10-27-2006)

Anymore
By: Shawn Petrie (10-27-2006)

I look around at what is left
When everything good has ripped away
The space to fill is enormous
Its so dark and so cold

I touched the light
I once needed so badly
But it either dimmed down
Or got too bright and burnt up

And now there is nothing

I hear the voices around me
I hear the voices in my head
I know what I need to do
But i cannot take the steps

I was once so enveloped
In hate and pain and resentment
But for a time
You took it all away

I did my best to maintain the feelings
But your love was conditional
You had other motives
I could never have imagined

When we said forever
I felt something settle inside
Which was such a wonder feeling
I’d never had before

Along the way i forgot
Overlooked or maybe just couldn’t feel
That what we had was something
That could last forever

I really don’t know whose fault it is
All i feel is this pain
I feel there is no tomorrow
And yesterday is gone

Right now in this living
This mind is surly dying
And my heart hurts so much
I’m waiting for it to die

Maybe that’s what I’m here for
To always settle and to cry
So afraid to live
Terrified to die

How could you be my partner one day
Be by my side and promise forever
Together we slept and the mornings together
Then switch to the cold person you are

I didn’t offer much
But you were always there
You stood and sat and lied beside me
For what would be forever

I never knew until this moment
That forever has no meaning
And with this reality, cold and jagged
I feel no reason to go on,
To even try….anymore

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November 11, 2015 0

– Asking for a lot – By: Shawn D. Petrie (2-22-2002)

Asking for a lot
By: Shawn Petrie (2-22-2002)

There’s got to be someone in this world
Who need the things I need
Who feels the love i feel
And loves the things i love

There’s got to be a place for me
Where no pain or harm can reach
A place where i can be with you
A place you might just wish for too

There’s got to be someone in this world
That will never turn away
When i ask them will they always stay
\when the harshest parts of me are strong

There’s got to be a life for me
That is enough to satisfy
That’s enough to keep me smiling
For more that just a minute

There’s no way i will ever know
Unless i just get up and go
And search for the dreams i feel inside
There’s got to be a pay off for me

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