– Distance – By: Shawn D. Petrie (5-14-2000)

Distance
By: Shawn D. Petrie (5-14-2000)

I am so afraid
To be alone in this room
I’m panic stricken with pain because I miss you
Please come knock on my door

To think that you don’t even care
I cant even begin to describe
The pocket of empty that stamps on my heart
I want you here so bad

I just want to hold you
Tell you I love you
Hear you say that you love me
A dream come true

I am so lonely
I ache inside with nowhere to hide
I wish I could touch your face
Kiss you until the break of day

Every attempt leaves me stumped
As to why I continue to live
Why I continue to even try
Just how much more I can give

Distractions only last so long
There is always time to be alone
Time I spend missing your touch
While your out having the time of your life

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November 22, 2015 0

– Concentrated Pain – By: Shawn D. Petrie (11-11-2011)

Concentrated Pain
By: Shawn D. Petrie (11-11-2011)

My concentrated pain
Pure and not from here
But from everywhere, a taste of it all
Small slices of everything

Everything rotten send down the chute
Land flat on my face

Now on my back
Broken but still standing
Gotten ahead of myself

Not really worth anything
I don’t know why I thought i was
My mistake, I take it back
Drop me like a bad feeling

I don’t deserve flowers
Oh yeah, they aren’t for me

My mistake, I take it back
Now take away the rest
I don’t deserve any of this
Oh yeah, none of it is mine

Only there for a short while
Only here for a short time
The only thing I can take with me
Is my concentrated pain

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11-22-2015

November 22, 2015 0

– Clean Slate – By: Shawn D. Petrie (7-12-1995)

Clean Slate
By: Shawn D. Petrie (7-12-1995)

If you wonder too long
About things left unsaid
The problem will seem worse
And you’ll only get depressed

If you can find deep inside
Shelter from the storm
Keep away from a troubled life
That’s in constant mourn

Start it over
With a clean slate
You’ll find it easier to meditate
Start it over
With a clean slate
Things will repair if it’s not too late

I try to block out thoughts
That hurt when I reveal
I try to kill the pain inside
And everything that is real

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11-22-2015

November 22, 2015 0

– Doesn’t Matter Anyway – By: Shawn D. Petrie (4-2-2000)

Doesn’t Matter Anyway
By: Shawn D. Petrie (4-2-2000)

ALONE-By yourself in this world,
is there any other way to be?
ILLUSION-A love you once had,
or maybe it was a dream.

GONE-Away from the light,
everyone will flee.
LIFE-The beginning of the end
is how it is presented to me.

TEARS-Fall on my shoulders
and mine alone.
LUST-No way to return to
or locate your home.

HATE-Something I feel,
just wont go away.
PAIN-Is what I am given
every single day.

TRUST-Who do you know,
who will want in.
MEN-Everything we do,
we all live in sin.

HELL-It is something that’s real,
we all live in it now.
GOD-Is he for real,
I cannot see how.

HOPE-When it is gone
there is no sense in living
RELATIONSHIPS-Should be a two way street,
I’m tired of giving

END-Yes it is time
to give up on me
UNHOLY-If you think that I am,
then I must be

MATTER-The reality of which
all things are made
STEEL-A cold reality,
slice of the blade

QUESTIONS-You ask me if I care,
do I love will I stay
REALITY-Nothing will last,
It doesn’t matter anyway

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11-22-2015

November 22, 2015 0

– Couldn’t Shouldn’t Wouldn’t – By: Shawn D. Petrie (6-22-1999)

Couldn’t Shouldn’t Wouldn’t
By: Shawn D. Petrie (6-22-1999)

I spend a lot of time with regret
With the things I cannot change
Things that a securely planted in my past
That even though I want to, can’t re-arrange

I know people grow from mistakes
Problems they overcome and move past
But some things though we try to ignore
Go bad and the memory lasts

All of these negative things I feel
Are turning my heart inside out
I can never really understand
What my lessons are really about

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11-22-2015

November 22, 2015 0

– Change – By: Shawn D. Petrie (11-13-1993)

Change
By: Shawn D. Petrie (11-13-1993)

I need a change from the pain
I experience each day
I wake up every morning
Feeling less than a man

I want life without death
And not have to worry which will be my last breath

To love someone as equally
As they love me
And a truth in this reality
That will not bury me

Truth is a lie, I have no more tears to cry
My life is a lie, I have no time to die
My games hand is folded, my mind is shot
In this world of pain and hurt I am lost

I want a system that is equal
That is truthful and all is the same
I want to do something with myself
That will let people recognize my name

How do I decide which decisions to make
How will I know which ones will be mistakes
The minutes tick by and cut my time short
In a world which I can describe in only one way,
hurt

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11-21-2015

November 21, 2015 0

– Come Home – By: Shawn D. Petrie (12-2-2006)

Come Home
By: Shawn D. Petrie (12-2-2006)

Every day that I spend without you
I tell myself that your just at work
And you’ll be home any time
So i leave the door unlocked, for you

When 5 o’clock rolls around and your not home
I start to panic and reach for the phone
I wonder where you could be, then i remember
That your not coming home

I left the empty spaces the way that they were
Where you had your things, before you left
Come home and fill those spaces with your love
With your heart

I never sleep on your side of the bed
Holding my pillow, crying for you
In the darkest places i look for you,
But your never there

All the things that we used to do, i can never do
you’ve changed the way i look at things
And i don’t want this anymore
If it isn’t with you

Who ever thought that i could feel such pain
It keeps on coming and multiplying
Every day that your away
I grow colder inside

The silence that you left behind
Is agonizing and so unreal
I just cant believe that you are gone
And I’m here alone

I love you more than anything or anyone
That ill ever meet or ever know
But the love i have is not returned
At least not anymore

I’m holding on but I’m losing hope
That you will call and change your mind
And keep the promise that we made that day
To stay together and love forever

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– A U G U S T W I L L D E C A Y –
11-21-2015

November 21, 2015 0

– Deliberation – By: Shawn D. Petrie (4-16-2000)

Deliberation
By: Shawn Petrie (4-16-2000)

I remember all the times, so hard did I try
I remember the pain and the tears I have cried
I remember the way you left me and all of the lies
And now in confusion I ask myself why

Why should I continue with these foolish dreams
Everyone out there is so cold and so mean
And not everyone has been through and see what I’ve seen
I wish I could start over and wipe the slate clean

Why should I go on feeling so much pain
I wait for the sunshine but all I feel is rain
Why should I work just to pay bills
And fuel a false happiness codependent on pills

Why should I venture out my front door
Why should I bother to try anymore
I have been dealt a bad hand for sure
I have the curse there is no cure

Why should I show to you someone who cares
I’ve tried that before the trust wasn’t there
I walked towards your heart the path was unclear
And now I am left alone with this fear

Why should I wake up, wake up at all
Why should I speak when I am so small
Why should I go back to her make myself crawl
I would forever be running down an infinite hall

Why should I maintain this life all alone
Why should I dismiss what I have been shown
Into the black hole my ability was thrown
And I’m back to square one, I should have known

Why should I pretend and wear a false smile
When inside I am suffering all of the while
I am knee deep in your bullshit, personality flaws and bile
I rethink my path put my self on trial

And when I get confused I remember my past
What has happened before, what will not last
You showed to me someone with no respect and no class
And I wonder how I couldn’t see through your mask

It blows my mind how you can be so cold
It makes me feel weak, tired and old
You weren’t even subtle but brutal and bold
And I need to dispose of this unbearable load

Why do I consider that you may come back
Why would I put myself back into the black
Back in your arms, is that the right track
In causing me pain you have a real knack

I consider these things but its time to forget
The only way to move on is to unload all regret
And look for someone better place a new bet
One with which the basic things will be set

Another into the pages, locked in that book
While you were leaving you didn’t turn to look
You would have seen that all that it took
Was for me to untangle myself and take out the hook

You felt the line loosen the slack knocked you down
I didn’t follow you out, did you look around
I didn’t even talk or even make a sound
You made yourself the fool, acted like a clown

So I can imagine how stupid you feel
You wont act on feelings anymore even if they are real
That was the last chance I gave you, the final meal
But you left in a hurry, sped, your rubber peeled

Forget it that’s enough goddamn when will I learn
I will meet some one perfect, its just not my turn
Believing this bullshit is the only way I will burn
And I will move on, the decision is in and the jury may now adjourn

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11-21-2015

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November 19, 2015 0

– Denial: The Darkest Winter – (SOUNDCLOUD)

Denial: The Darkest Winter
By: August Will Decay
From the upcoming album:
Hypnotized By Disguise

Drums intro x4

Guitar part (a) x4

Guitar part (a) (harmonize) x4

Verse 1 (guitar part b x2)

It was a cold November night

When you started your goodbye

I told myself this time

That I would not cry

I should have seen it coming

As you packed up all your things

The end of all our promises

Then end of everything

Chorus (guitar part c x2)

And there I stood in pain

With those tears in my eyes

Catching glimpses of your smile

The darkest winter you left me in

Forever paralyzed

I was hypnotized by disguise

Bridge guitar part a x 2

Verse 2 (guitar part b x2)

I held my head low

As you headed towards the door

the same way you left me

Just a short year before

My heart was full of sadness

And my mind was full of rage

Words you did not need to use

Your actions took the stage

Chorus (guitar part c x2)

And there I stood in pain

With those tears in my eyes

Catching glimpses of your smile

The darkest winter you left me in

Forever paralyzed

I was hypnotized by disguise

Verse 3 (guitar part b x2)

I could not bear to watch

As you slowly drove away

Words I could not use

There was nothing left to say

You disappeared into the night

You took everything with you

Everything we built collapsed

there was noting I could do

Chorus (guitar part c x2)

And there I stood in pain

With those tears in my eyes

Catching glimpses of your smile

The darkest winter you left me in

Forever paralyzed

I was hypnotized by disguise

Chorus guitars x 2

Guitar out

hypnotized by disguise

In the darkest winter

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11-17-2015

November 17, 2015 0

– Dark Thorn: Expression Through Music –

Founded: September 16, 2015
Genre: Rock / Metal
Band Members: Christopher Maradiaga
Hometown: Shrewsbury, MA
YouTube Channel LINK HERE

“I have always found music to be an incredible thing. It doesn’t matter where you are, what language you speak, what your spiritual beliefs are, music is a language that every single culture in the world speaks.

From religious hymns to drinking songs, music has always been a way for mankind to come together and celebrate, mourn, relax, and empower. I believe that music is a very important part in the human race as a whole as it allows for expression both mentally and physically.

It is for this reason that I have always loved music. I listen to all kinds. From classical, to heavy metal, to rap, to jazz, and every other genre you can possibly think of. For years I had been experimenting with music. I took up various instruments and taught myself to play.

Finally, I decided to do something with it. I’m not in it for the money. I’m not in it for fame. I do it because I enjoy it and I want to bring enjoyment to others who, like me, see the importance in music. Thus, Dark Thorn was born.” – DARK THORN

Dark Thorns first song ever recorded.
“Riley’s Roses”
Written, Performed, And Recorded By: Dark Thorn