– Absent – By: Shawn D. Petrie (5-29-2003)

Absent
By: Shawn D. Petrie (5-29-2003)


What about the times that I never let you down
Do they mean anything to you at all
And here I am still thinking of you
Wishing you would call

And how about the way I looked at you
And told you how I felt
I still care after all of this time
After all the lies you dealt

I ask myself in the dead of the silence
Why can’t I let go
Love cannot explain it all
So I honestly do not know

Close the door as you leave me again
Don’t you feel, do you care
I need you now but it seems as how
When I needed you, you weren’t there

Safe in another’s arms tonight
Is this your simple plan
To never realize or get it together
And jump from man to man to man

I guess what it comes down to as sad as it may be
Is that I would give up all I own
To have you, to hold on tight through the night
And for once make your true feeling known

Another day approaches your memory will ease
Not fade just get put away
And the more time that passes I’ll start to believe
That I shouldn’t trust in a word that you say


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– A Light Shines Through The Door – By: Shawn D. Petrie (5-29-2003)

A Light Shines Through The Door
By: Shawn D. Petrie (5-29-2003)


Once alone I called out to you
Or anyone for that matter, that I thought could be true
And when the truth finally shined, it dawned onto me
That certain things just aren’t meant to be

I pulled you close, but you pulled away
And it didn’t really matter how I felt or what I had to say
It seemed you were lost and I just could not find
The keys to get into your boarded up mind

Now you are gone and I’ve had time to move on
I’ve started to heal and now I am strong
Though your memories faded I sometimes feel blue
Because once in a while I find myself missing you

So I close off my heart, as the old story goes
I wait for a new love, but nobody shows
And just when I decide there just aren’t anymore
A new love comes smiling and shining through my door


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– First Try EXT – (1min27) (10-11-2015)

FIRST TRY

First Try EXT (1min27)
By: Shawn Petrie (10-11-2015)
Performed by: August Will Decay
Loaded Knife Records (2015)


Written, recorded, and performed by August Will Decay

(Shawn D. Petrie) Loaded Knife Records (10-11-2015)

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– Another Lesson – (4min16)

ANOTHER LESSON

Another Lesson (4min16)
By: Shawn Petrie (10-11-2015)
Performed by: August Will Decay
Loaded Knife Records (2005)

I had a vision
Or was it a dream
People in a place of light
With a warmth that healed my soul

I had a love
That I thought was real
I looked on the bright side
Another lesson learned

I had a hope
This time you had changed
That you’d care for me
As I always cared for you

I felt the loneliness
When you wouldn’t be there
When you turned you back on me
When I found that you lied to me

(Chorus)
I felt the pain in my heart and my soul
Washed over my body like the rain
I felt the deceit you couldn’t honor our friendship
wouldn’t change for me can’t even change for yourself

I felt the weight
Bearing down on my strength
Pushing me down
Beating my faith into the ground

I felt the anger
The pain of lies
Lies that were forgiven
But never acknowledged

I felt the distance
You brushed me off
As though you never cared
You proved to me that you never did

I felt the jealousy
Another man
Twisting my heart
Crushing my faith for you

(chorus)
I felt the pain in my heart and my soul
Washed over my body like the rain
I felt the deceit you couldn’t honor our
friendship
wouldn’t change for me
Cant even change for yourself

(solo)

(chorus)
I felt the pain in my heart and my soul
Washed over my body like the rain
I felt the deceit you couldn’t honor our
friendship
wouldn’t change for me
Cant even change for yourself

I saw the truth
For once it shined on me
It was blinding and painful
A life of agony

I saw your eyes
I knew it was true
They told me who you really are
And that I never knew you

I had a vision
Or was it a dream
People that I grew to trust
Had let me down
When it was over
I knew the truth
I would never trust again
Another lesson learned


Written, recorded, and performed by August Will Decay

(Shawn D. Petrie) Loaded Knife Records (10-11-2015)

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– Not Music – (2min57)

NOT MUSIC

Not Music (2min57)
By: Shawn Petrie (10-11-2015)
Performed by: August Will Decay
Loaded Knife Records (2015)


Written, recorded, and performed by August Will Decay

(Shawn D. Petrie) Loaded Knife Records (10-11-2015)

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– One Wish – (2min53)

ONE WISH

One Wish (2min53)
By: Shawn Petrie (10-11-2015)
Performed by: August Will Decay
Loaded Knife Records (2015)

(Verse 1)
My blood runs colder as
I wait for the end
And the feeling of emptiness
Takes over again
My tears run endlessly
In a circle of death
Kept in motion by
The time spent in the dark

(Chorus 1)
But, if I had one wish
I would make the world change
I would bundle up my problems
And never face them again

(Verse 2)
Then it wouldn’t be so hard
For me to wake up each day
Loose grip on the sands of time
As I slip away
When I’m inside my head
And I’m looking for the door
I’m finding out many things
I never knew before

(Chorus 2)
But, if I had one wish
I would make the world change
I would bundle up my problems
And never face them again

(Verse 3)
But I can’t forget
Or let go of regret
I still know this place so well
It may be the source of my hell
The truth is, I’m blind
And I cannot escape my mind
My life is spent wasted in this place
And my death will result in the end

(Chorus 4)
But, if I had one wish
I would make the world change
I would bundle up my problems
And never face them again


Written, recorded, and performed by August Will Decay

(Shawn D. Petrie) Loaded Knife Records (10-11-2015)

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– Fruit Salad – (2min24)

FRUIT SALAD

Fruit Salad (2min24)
By: Shawn D. Petrie
Performed by: August Will Decay
Loaded Knife Records (10-11-2015)


Written, recorded, and performed by August Will Decay

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– Mushnamey – (3min19)

MUSHNAMEY
Mushnamey (3min19)
By: Shawn D. Petrie
Performed by: August Will Decay
Loaded Knife Records (10-11-2015)


Written, recorded, and performed by August Will Decay

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– Contact: August Will Decay –

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– A U G U S T W I L L D E C A Y –
11-22-2015 (Updated)


– A Work in progress –

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Gathering ideas for the new album.  Going to be starting writing very soon.  In the mean time I thought I would share some of my poetry….stay tuned…


A U G U S T W I L L D E C A Y    (10-9-2015)


– Never Enough – (3min46)

I wanted this to appear closer to the rest of my song posts.

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Never Enough (3min46)

By: Shawn D. Petrie
Performed by: August Will Decay
Loaded Knife Records (10-2-2015)

(verse)
There was a time when I could believe
And I couldn’t see that you were lying to me
Through your teeth with a serpents tongue
You were playing your games you were having your fun
It went on for way too long
Looking down on me you were the one that was strong
You should have put a bullet in my head
Cause with a lover like you I was better off dead
(Bridge)
All my love – It was never enough
All the trust – It was never enough
All the promises – weren’t enough
Nothing was ever – Good enough
(Chorus)
And now I know the awful truth
The pain in me was caused by you
I guess i’ll always wonder why
Your biggest promise was your biggest lie
These dream…

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