FOREVER LOVE BY: SHAWN D. PETRIE

FOREVER LOVE
BY: SHAWN D. PETRIE (12-13-1995)

LOVE WAS IN MY HEART FROM THE VERY START

I KNEW IT WAS YOU FROM THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU

I REALIZED I HAD FOUND WHAT I HAD BEEN LOOKING FOR

PLEASE LET ME IN, OPEN YOUR DOOR

YOUR EYES SO BRIGHT, YOUR SKIN SO SOFT

BEAUTY IS IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER AND I AM LOST

FOREVER MY LOVE WILL STAY IN MY HEART

IN THE HEART OF MY SOUL INSIDE MYSELF

YOUR BEAUTY OVERPOWERS MY CONFIDENCE

AND YOUR PRESENCE TAKES OVER MY HEART AND SOUL

OUR SPIRITS HOVER TOGETHER

TOGETHER FOREVER IN A WARM EMBRACE

INSIDE MY DESIRES

DESIRES THAT WILL NEVER COME TRUE

YOU JUST COULD NOT LET YOURSELF LOVE ME

YOU AND I WERE NOT MEANT TO BE

BEFORE I CLOSE MY EYES AND GO TO SLEEP

I REVIEW MY FAILURE BY REMEMBERING YOUR FACE

AS TO NEVER FORGET OR TO KEEP ON REMINDING MYSELF

THAT WE ONCE HAD WHAT WILL EVER AGAIN NOT

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Fist of rage By: Shawn D. Petrie

Fist of rage
By: Shawn D. Petrie (7-8-2004)

A cold wind was blowing
The night of October 10th
The moon was full, the sky was black
And everything was still

Through the dead of the night
Came a sudden flash of bright light
Over a fit of jealous rage
I had taken a life

Who was I to judge the man
Was what he did so very wrong
As wrong as the crime I have just committed
As wrong as to the cell I am now committed

Three meals a day and a
Tattooed Muscular cell mate
Stone walls and a bed
Like a caged animal all over a fist of rage

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BLACKNESS By: Shawn D. Petrie

BLACKNESS
By: Shawn D. Petrie (12-24-1995)

Enter a world where all you see and feel is true
Your protection from it is the faith inside of you
Venture into this world a darkened land of hate
Put out the fire before it’s too late

A black plague has swept the land
The realm of darkness only remains
It can only be lived in by the black of heart
And what lies inside are your nightmares

Step inside this world of hate, enter if you dare
Hold on tight for the ride of your life
And you never even left your home
Strap on your seat belt and enjoy the ride

All you see now is the blood on the wall
All of the lies come crashing down on you
The realm of darkness is already burning
And you feel yourself growing weak

It’s your own fault, you had to explore
Couldn’t find the key so you broke down the door
Curiosity killed the cat, and now
Your next to die on my list

Under his black spell you are less than a man
Truth and justice mean nothing in this place
Burning stabbing to give you a taste
When it’s over I know you’ll never be the same

Enter a world where all you see and feel is true
You’ve lost your protection
now they’re is nothing you can do
Enter a world a darkened land of hate
The fire is burning and now it’s too late

It was entered by you the black of heart
And your now alone to witness the pain
You are now back home but you never even left it
Just you and your fears to re-run it forever

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November 16, 2015 0

– Battle Scars – By: Shawn D. Petrie (4-10-2000)

Battle Scars
By: Shawn Petrie (4-10-2000)

A cold and bitter silence
Tore through my heart when you left
Questions without answers
Tormented thoughts while I lay alone

Left on the floor
A busted version of a greater self-portrait
The person I thought you wanted
A change of plan has left me twisted

Fragmented memories with no right
Sometimes keep me awake in the dark
Holding my self as I grow colder
As I am pulled further away from the light

Sounds strike fear for good reason
What is outside my door
Out in the world
More importantly out in yours

I see you pass
Leaving once again with no warning
Proving that everyone fends for themselves
Twisting the knife in the wound

Another closed session
What goes on behind these closed doors
What lies in store for the liars
Standing there ground in their grief stricken lairs

Time mocking me as I wait
Impatience enforces unwanted emotion
You flash through my mind
And my day has gone to waste

Spending too much time on one
Spending too much time resisting
Spending too much time-wasting time
Wasting too much time on you

Shut the door but the light bleeds through
Embarking on yet another great adventure
Hacking its way through to another
Stopping at nothing continue the cutting

Unholy devotion, burning emotion
Bitterness that tastes so familiar
Reminds me how it feels to hate
How it feels to be alone

I pull the blankets closer
Around my shoulders the front lines to battle
Spotting movement related to your lies
Push my fist through the wall

I arise from this frustration
Sleep is so distant and sacrificial
I close my eyes as I arise
And stumble through my dream blind

The mirror to which I resort to
Reflects a broken image and a shattered faith
Reflects an image which chills me to the bone
I look at myself and find the imperfections

Falling backwards towards another failure
Not quite landing on my feet
Just enough life left to keep me alive
In this world which feels so alien

One thing enters my mind
Something I forget to do
Taking one last walk tonight
Into another corridor of repairs

Twist the top off to reveal salvation
Relief in the tube with no truth
Relief in the colorful array of sizes and potencies
A cool glass of liquid eases the entrance

Settling inside my mind
Beginning to spread through my veins
Starting to stop what was unwanted
Stopping the start of a breakdown

Heavy on my feet the world becomes less bearing
The thoughts of insistence become inconsistent
Lying back down one more time, one more try
I have no choice now but to surrender

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November 11, 2015 0

– An Ending – By: Shawn D. Petrie (11-11-2004)

An Ending By: Shawn Petrie (11-11-2004)

When I asked where you were going
You replied with one simple answer
You said that you’d be going away.

Forever

You turned away and closed your eyes
My blood ran cold with your next few words
You said you couldn’t stand another day.

Together

I helped you pack because i was strong
I’m not supposed to show the pain
We split up all the things we bought.

Together

And when you left i died inside
It was then that i began to cry
And i knew that i would be alone.

Forever

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November 8, 2015 0

– A taste of life – By: Shawn D. Petrie (10-31-2006)

A taste of life
By: Shawn Petrie (10-31-2006)

As I sit here alone
Remembering what we had
That pain that wells inside of me
Is almost too much to bear

But i must sit with it
I must live with it
What else can i do
Suicide was not for me

The hardest part has passed
So i know that i am strong
Even though i do not want to be
And wish that i had terminated my self

There’s a bitter taste
Of what i used to have
What i thought i would never loose
What i trusted and depended on

The taste is making me sick
As i try to wash it out
It will never go away
And it gets more rancid every day

Of course it wasn’t perfect
But it was what we had
And it was always you and me
Then one day it was not

And ill never know what happened
What turned you once and for all
What thought you got in your head
Or who look at you with lust

Who looks better than me
Or you think can offer more
They will never love you like i do
And they will never take care of you like i did

I lost what i had
Or maybe it was taken
Or maybe it was never really there
But it was for sure a taste of life

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November 8, 2015 0

– A shade of hope – By: Shawn D. Petrie (6-19-2004)

A shade of hope
By: Shawn D. Petrie (6-19-2004)

I rub my eyes, I need sleep
A dive into a peaceful dream
Without rejection, tears and pain
A perfect place in my brain
A world where people, truly care
And you can count on them to keep you near
Common is security, a safe tomorrow
No debt to pay, for the smiles I’ve borrowed

A shade of hope, I can see
It helps me cope, it helps me breath
It pulls me closer, to my dream
Pushes me when, I forget to believe
We all must want to make this real
Take actions on the things we feel
Rise above pain and hate
Never believe that it’s too late

But I’m still alone, who else cares
Who else dreams of that place out there
Who else wants this world of new
Who else wants to make it true
Light through my window is shining on me
Through my front door I awake to see
We have been given, one more chance
To create true harmony, the perfect dance

To make a change, to make it last
Move away from our painful past
Pull ourselves closer to a better day
Learn from what history has to say
I step into, this new day
I try to put those dreams away
And focus on what can be done
To create a life where we all have won

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– New Artwork – (11-6-2015)

New Artwork (11-6-2015)

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– New Artwork – (11-5-2015)

New Artwork (11-5-2015)
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I saw this image and it stuck a chord in me but needed my special touch put on it.

BEFORE…..

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November 6, 2015 0

– A COMMON MAN – By: Shawn D. Petrie (3-23-1999)

A COMMON MAN
By: Shawn Petrie (3-23-1999)

TIME AND TIME AGAIN
YOU TOLD ME HOW YOU CARED
ONE DAY I WASN’T LOOKING
TURNED AROUND, YOU WEREN’T THERE

WITH ALL THE LOVE YOU HAD FOR ME
I NEVER MADE MINE KNOWN
AND THOUGH I’VE ALWAYS FELT THE SAME
MY HEART WAS NEVER SHOWN

AND SINCE MY PAIN IS GROWING STRONG
I REALIZE THE TRUTH
THAT I’VE NEVER FELT A LOVE SO STRONG
AND I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU

I WISH I KNEW THE ANSWER TO
THE ONLY QUESTION ON MY MIND
WHY FATHERS RAISE SONS OF SELFISH PRIDE
AND SEND THEM INTO THE WORLD BLIND

BUT STILL I TRY AS ALL MEN DO
TO MAKE UP FOR LOST YEARS
BUT THE SCALES NEVER SEEM TO BALANCE OUT
AND ITS THE TOUGH WHO CRY THE MOST TEARS