My place By: Shawn D. Petrie

My place
By: Shawn D. Petrie (12-03-2006)


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Where do i belong in this world
Have i no right to exist
Was i a mistake
Maybe i do not have a soul
I feel so alone
But a touch brings me back
When a soft hand touches me
I feel so calm
I close my eyes
I dont know if it matters
Who the touch is from
I dont know whats in my head
That has made my life go wrong
The coldness of this room
Tightens all my muscles
I feel as though ill panic
When i look and find no faces
When i call out your name
Im talking to myself
Remembering a time
When i mastered this hatefull lonliness

Back where i began
But so much worse off inside
I have what i need
But i do not have what i want
Because what i want
Is too much what i need
And this need clouds my thoughts
It makes me feel strange
I feel out of control
Racing inside a dead cell
Nowhere to go, no escape
My wheels are spinning
The black smoke is hurting my eyes
I would give it all for a door
Give me a door that leads to a future
Somewhere with someone i love
Someone who loves me
When they say foever
It means it trhough and through
No games, lies, or lack of trust, just us

Holding hands so tight
The love that keeps us warm
Dosent matter how cold it is
Dosent matter whats going on around us
We are one and we are special
I make you feel special and
You make me feel special
And this feeling is never ignored
Never taken for granted again
I have learned what i had
And that i couldn’t see it
I never thought she would go
She said she would never go
Natural for me to trust
After so many years
So shocking was that day
She left me in our bed
Something is missing inside my head
I was made to feel alone
So when i am alone
I cannot be alone

But still i am alone
And the words they do not stick
And it dosent really matter
The conversations
The looks
The helping hands
Im still alone at night
When i only want one thing
To hold my woman tight
And through the night this time
I will not let her go
I will not let things slide
I will not forget to show
Just how much i love her
And just how much she means
What she does for me
And how i need her love
And how i need her help
Adn how i need her touch
To put me back in place


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Doesn’t matter By: Shawn D. Petrie

Doesn’t matter
By: Shawn D. Petrie (11-22-2000)


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It simply doesn’t matter
It wont make any difference
The sun is going to rise tomorrow
If I live or die

It simply doesn’t matter
Whether or not i do my best
I only do what i think is right
Which means not too much at all

It simply doesn’t matter
In the sea of so many
Different shoes to fill but still
The lines go on forever

It simply doesn’t matter
Whether or not i feel the pain
Whether or not i end it all
The decision wont cause turmoil

It simply doesn’t matter
It simply will not matter
The decision is so futile
If i live or die

Would it be so easy
A striking through the silence
Questions come and go so easily
Because it simply doesn’t matter


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My worth By: Shawn D. Petrie

My worth
By: Shawn D. Petrie (10-19-2006)


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My insides are shaking
And my hands are now shaking
I say crazy things
And I push way too hard

Who could ever love me?

I get hurt so easily
I cry so easily
I loose sleep over little things
I frown all the time

Who could ever love me?

I mess up good things
Find ways to destroy relationships
I don’t know how or why
I continue to keep doing it

Who could ever love me?

Love myself?

This could be the answer, but
I hold no forgiveness for myself
To ever love myself
I cant even love me, so

Who could ever love me?


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Mitigation By: Shawn d. Petrie

Mitigation
By: Shawn d. Petrie (6-21-1996)


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Relief from a life
That’s endlessly black
No rest for this heart
In a story about love

The time will come
Relieve me of this work
Hold open the cell door
As I flee once and for all

Too many tear drops
Have fallen from my eyes
Time to relax
And try to forget the past

The greatest relief
Is now what I face
With a standing ovation
As I enter this heavenly place

My soul will cry out
As I break the locked chains
The laws of my father
Are overwritten in this land

The problems I had
When I was a mortal before
Now see so trivial
Now seen so small

Hidden in a pocket
For safe keeping
As I slowly lost hope
That this day would never come

This relief will change me
Will change my venomous life
I will no longer view it
As a loaded knife

With this mitigation I face
I can tell you it will be worth it
Because there is nothing more relieving
Than relief


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