I miss you By: Shawn D. Petrie

I miss you
By: Shawn D. Petrie (4-30-2000)

A phone call reminds me of you
Where could you be?
I still love you

A shadow reminds me of you
Are you there?
I still need you

The pain reminds me of you
Will you continue to hurt me?
I still want you

The music reminds me of you
This feeling makes me cry
I still cherish you

The birds remind me of you
I hope you still want me
I still believe you

The night reminds me of you
How you left me out in the cold
I tried so hard to still love you

The sun reminds me of you
How your beauty burnt me down but
I tried so hard to still love you

My reflection in the mirror reminds me of you
In my eyes I see the one you gave away and
I try so hard to still love you

This road reminds me of you
Left at one end while you ran towards the other
Standing alone I still loved you

In my dreams I see you
I try so hard to still love you
I guess that I still do

Realizing my loss brings me sorrow
I wish I could tell you I still love you
So much to this day it still hurts I still miss you

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From my mind By Shawn D. Petrie

From my mind
By Shawn D. Petrie (10-17-2003)

When will you put your trust in me
Are your eyes wide enough to see
Your poisons running through my heart
With these lies you sell to me

I’m not buying your disguise
We will surly stand our ground
I’ll keep you company with conversation
We will get along all day

Show me the door,
Give me the key
Allow me to leave
Crucify then threaten me

Early in the morning
I sit and wait alone
The gates are shut and locked
The concrete cold and uninviting

Can I do this one more time?
Will I make it home alone
If I turn away now will I forever remember
Or will I force you from my mind

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FOREVER LOVE BY: SHAWN D. PETRIE

FOREVER LOVE
BY: SHAWN D. PETRIE (12-13-1995)

LOVE WAS IN MY HEART FROM THE VERY START

I KNEW IT WAS YOU FROM THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU

I REALIZED I HAD FOUND WHAT I HAD BEEN LOOKING FOR

PLEASE LET ME IN, OPEN YOUR DOOR

YOUR EYES SO BRIGHT, YOUR SKIN SO SOFT

BEAUTY IS IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER AND I AM LOST

FOREVER MY LOVE WILL STAY IN MY HEART

IN THE HEART OF MY SOUL INSIDE MYSELF

YOUR BEAUTY OVERPOWERS MY CONFIDENCE

AND YOUR PRESENCE TAKES OVER MY HEART AND SOUL

OUR SPIRITS HOVER TOGETHER

TOGETHER FOREVER IN A WARM EMBRACE

INSIDE MY DESIRES

DESIRES THAT WILL NEVER COME TRUE

YOU JUST COULD NOT LET YOURSELF LOVE ME

YOU AND I WERE NOT MEANT TO BE

BEFORE I CLOSE MY EYES AND GO TO SLEEP

I REVIEW MY FAILURE BY REMEMBERING YOUR FACE

AS TO NEVER FORGET OR TO KEEP ON REMINDING MYSELF

THAT WE ONCE HAD WHAT WILL EVER AGAIN NOT

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Fist of rage By: Shawn D. Petrie

Fist of rage
By: Shawn D. Petrie (7-8-2004)

A cold wind was blowing
The night of October 10th
The moon was full, the sky was black
And everything was still

Through the dead of the night
Came a sudden flash of bright light
Over a fit of jealous rage
I had taken a life

Who was I to judge the man
Was what he did so very wrong
As wrong as the crime I have just committed
As wrong as to the cell I am now committed

Three meals a day and a
Tattooed Muscular cell mate
Stone walls and a bed
Like a caged animal all over a fist of rage

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Everlasting By: Shawn D. Petrie

Everlasting
By: Shawn D. Petrie (10-26-2006)

Time passes and my heart grows harder
A little bit closer to the end each day
Biding my time with a preset number of breathes
These days transfer more strain onto my already tired mind

So young, but then again so old
The better half has come and gone
So much time wasted feeling sad and alone
Trying to be alone to prepare for the day I die alone

Each sip from the cup of love
Draws more from a well which is running down
To someday soon be dry as a bone
And filled with only memories, if even that

The world will always turn

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– Denial: The Darkest Winter – (LYRIC VIDEO)

Denial: The Darkest Winter
By: August Will Decay
Written, Performed, And Recorded By:
Shawn D. Petrie
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– Denial: The Darkest Winter – (SOUNDCLOUD)

Denial: The Darkest Winter
By: August Will Decay
From the upcoming album:
Hypnotized By Disguise

Drums intro x4

Guitar part (a) x4

Guitar part (a) (harmonize) x4

Verse 1 (guitar part b x2)

It was a cold November night

When you started your goodbye

I told myself this time

That I would not cry

I should have seen it coming

As you packed up all your things

The end of all our promises

Then end of everything

Chorus (guitar part c x2)

And there I stood in pain

With those tears in my eyes

Catching glimpses of your smile

The darkest winter you left me in

Forever paralyzed

I was hypnotized by disguise

Bridge guitar part a x 2

Verse 2 (guitar part b x2)

I held my head low

As you headed towards the door

the same way you left me

Just a short year before

My heart was full of sadness

And my mind was full of rage

Words you did not need to use

Your actions took the stage

Chorus (guitar part c x2)

And there I stood in pain

With those tears in my eyes

Catching glimpses of your smile

The darkest winter you left me in

Forever paralyzed

I was hypnotized by disguise

Verse 3 (guitar part b x2)

I could not bear to watch

As you slowly drove away

Words I could not use

There was nothing left to say

You disappeared into the night

You took everything with you

Everything we built collapsed

there was noting I could do

Chorus (guitar part c x2)

And there I stood in pain

With those tears in my eyes

Catching glimpses of your smile

The darkest winter you left me in

Forever paralyzed

I was hypnotized by disguise

Chorus guitars x 2

Guitar out

hypnotized by disguise

In the darkest winter

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– Some New Graphics – (11-16-2015)

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November 16, 2015 0

– Battle Scars – By: Shawn D. Petrie (4-10-2000)

Battle Scars
By: Shawn Petrie (4-10-2000)

A cold and bitter silence
Tore through my heart when you left
Questions without answers
Tormented thoughts while I lay alone

Left on the floor
A busted version of a greater self-portrait
The person I thought you wanted
A change of plan has left me twisted

Fragmented memories with no right
Sometimes keep me awake in the dark
Holding my self as I grow colder
As I am pulled further away from the light

Sounds strike fear for good reason
What is outside my door
Out in the world
More importantly out in yours

I see you pass
Leaving once again with no warning
Proving that everyone fends for themselves
Twisting the knife in the wound

Another closed session
What goes on behind these closed doors
What lies in store for the liars
Standing there ground in their grief stricken lairs

Time mocking me as I wait
Impatience enforces unwanted emotion
You flash through my mind
And my day has gone to waste

Spending too much time on one
Spending too much time resisting
Spending too much time-wasting time
Wasting too much time on you

Shut the door but the light bleeds through
Embarking on yet another great adventure
Hacking its way through to another
Stopping at nothing continue the cutting

Unholy devotion, burning emotion
Bitterness that tastes so familiar
Reminds me how it feels to hate
How it feels to be alone

I pull the blankets closer
Around my shoulders the front lines to battle
Spotting movement related to your lies
Push my fist through the wall

I arise from this frustration
Sleep is so distant and sacrificial
I close my eyes as I arise
And stumble through my dream blind

The mirror to which I resort to
Reflects a broken image and a shattered faith
Reflects an image which chills me to the bone
I look at myself and find the imperfections

Falling backwards towards another failure
Not quite landing on my feet
Just enough life left to keep me alive
In this world which feels so alien

One thing enters my mind
Something I forget to do
Taking one last walk tonight
Into another corridor of repairs

Twist the top off to reveal salvation
Relief in the tube with no truth
Relief in the colorful array of sizes and potencies
A cool glass of liquid eases the entrance

Settling inside my mind
Beginning to spread through my veins
Starting to stop what was unwanted
Stopping the start of a breakdown

Heavy on my feet the world becomes less bearing
The thoughts of insistence become inconsistent
Lying back down one more time, one more try
I have no choice now but to surrender

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– Another Moment – By: Shawn D. Petrie (10-17-2006)

Another Moment
By: Shawn D. Petrie (10-17-2006)

So fragile and weak
Can’t rely on anger anymore
Any moment could be the one
From which I wont return

Up and down my emotions go
I miss you so damn much
Trying not to blame myself
But i see so many faults

I wanted to be perfect for you
For our hearts to heal together
You promised me your love
You promised me forever

But the things we said that day
Mean nothing in this emptiness
That i occupy alone
And it is so agonizing

I remember your face
And every single touch
And everything I hated
And everything i loved

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November 3, 2015 0

– After My Innocence – By: Shawn D. Petrie (10-12-2000)

After My Innocence By: Shawn Petrie (10-12-2000)

Thoughts blow up
Like gunshots at night
I feel so alone
But put up no fight

Social life flushed
Because I can’t stand to go
And talk to new people
That I don’t even know

You can’t understand
You’re less than a man
Open up your heart
Care for once if you can

My friends have all fled
Because I’m always too sad
Like a plaster mold of a crying clown
I always feel bad

Frowning for a reason
I cannot let you know
But if you promise not to tell anyone
I’ll try to let it show

I am longing for you and I’m dying inside
You left me alone, left me to cry
I’ll never know how you really felt about me
I just wish I had the courage to give it one more try