Lord of the pit By: Shawn D. Petrie

Lord of the pit
By: Shawn D. Petrie (2-16-1996)

This is nothing like
What you may think
This is the root of all evil
He is the lord of the pit

This will blow your mind
And destroy your flesh
This is his all powerful plan
The lord of the pit

Do not deny your sins
Because he is all knowing
He will throw you into the pit
The lord of the pit

It is in mans nature to destroy himself
Quicker than you may think
His job is to see it through
The lord of the put

Don’t disobey the lord of the pit
He is high on command at home in this land
Show him your fear, the lord of the pit
You cannot escape the lord and his pit

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Little things By: Shawn D. Petrie

Little things
By: Shawn D. Petrie (Winter 2000)

Silly little children
Playing in a field
Tiny little soldiers
Hiding behind a shield

Scary little monsters
Hiding in the dark
Tiny little doggie
Such a great big bark

Hopeless little flowers
Dying in the shade
Hateful 16 year old boy
And the slicing of his blade

Creepy little bed bugs
Crawling on my skin
Faithless little nuns and priests
Living in there sin

Tiny little pile of dirt
Walked over on the ground
Showy little teenage girl
Weighing just one tiny pound

Sloppy little babies
Spilling every meal
Tiny little furry squirrel
Tiny little squeal

Senseless little meaning
All of this has had
Such a small effect it’s had
Not enough to make me mad

Tiny little minnows
Swimming in a stream
Nothing is ever as it seems
Life is but a dream

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Keeping in touch By: Shawn D. Petrie

Keeping in touch
By: Shawn D. Petrie (9-9-2000)

Sitting here alone beside the candle light
And thinking back to that not so distant night
When I lost my grip which was too tight
As you pulled away with all your might

Its hard to recall that certain pain
Which tightens knots inside your brain
And brings on that certain special strain
Like being locked out in the freezing rain

Its been so long since I’ve seen your face
And new found images cannot replace
This new found evidence won’t close the case
And I still miss my corner of that special place

Its all been said and its all been done
In my dark world you were my sun
But all you wanted was to have some fun
Which you seemed to have found in everyone

Driving past your gravel road
I feel the weight of your heavy load
When you left me out in the freezing cold
When our sturdy floor of boards had bowed

Will you continue to remember me
And one day will you finally see
That you and I are meant to be
And only I hold the fitting key

Its been so long though there still is hope
I’ve met someone new and learned to cope
And I’ve cleansed my heart with mental soap
And I’m out of your noose, I’ve cut the rope

I feel unsettled though as time goes by
And sometimes it even hurts enough to cry
And sometimes I consider that I should try
To make you regret you ever said goodbye

I paint a new life with each stroke of the brush
Never again will I be so needy of a crutch
Though we may never be and I loved you too much
In my heart I know we will always keep in touch

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loathing and praise By: Shawn D. Petrie

loathing and praise
By: Shawn D. Petrie (12-1-2015)

you took my heart by the hand
you took away my pain
you took away the hurt the tears
you dried up all the rain

you made a home in my heart
you made a nest in my home
but now I face this empty room
it’s cold and I’m alone

you pushed that ring onto my finger
you looked into my eyes
I never dreamed the words we spoke
would turn out to be lies

you smiled at the crowd
and held me while we danced
but who would know that single day
was our first and final chance

you let the crust build up on us
you let your fire grow cold
you let the one you loved the most
get bought up used and sold

you tore our family straight apart
you took all that we had
you resented me for feeling hurt
and despised that I was sad

how could you take the brightest star
the strongest love we knew
and like it never mattered less
just decide that we were through

you loathe me and you praise me
at once and both together
and you’ve confused and throughly destroyed my heart
and I shall remain in this darkness

forever.

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New Artwork (1-8-2016)

New Artwork (1-8-2016)
By: August Will Decay

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LIFE ISN’T FREE By: Shawn D. Petrie

LIFE ISN’T FREE
By: Shawn D. Petrie (1-24-1995)

IT’S A STRUGGLE TO GET BY
WHEN YOU WANT TO CRY
THE FACT OF THE MATTER MAY BE
MY FRIEND THIS LIFE ISN’T FREE

THE THINGS THAT MAY BE FREE
THE SAND, THE BIRDS, THE TREES
BUT THE BIRDS DON’T PAY THE BILLS
WHEN YOU’RE DYING
FROM SOME DISEASE

THE ANIMALS AND HEAVEN
SING IN HARMONY
BUT GOD DOESN’T PAY FOR SCHOOLING
IF A DOCTOR OR NURSE YOU WANT TO BE

THE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND MONEY
BUT THE BIRDS AND BEES IGNORE
IF YOUR CURSED WITH NO MONEY OR JOB
YOUR BIRTH YOU’LL REGRET EVEN MORE

LIFE IN A NUTSHELL IS DIRTY AND COLD
THE MEEK AND THE HARMLESS WILL DIE
LIFE ISN’T FREE THE PROBLEM WILL STAY
NO MONEY, BIG BILLS
WILL BLACKEN YOUR DAY

LIFE ISN’T FREE
I CAN’T STRESS THAT ENOUGH
LIFE ISN’T FREE IF YOUR DYING TO TRY
LIFE ISN’T FREE I AM GOING INSANE
LIFE ISN’T FREE NEVER SUN ONLY RAIN

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Life Line By: Shawn D. Petrie

Life Line
By: Shawn D. Petrie (11-13-1995)

You Are the one thing
The only thing that keeps me hanging on
You keep me going
You are my life line

And when I am falling and recalling
Of a life I have lost, not found
When I need you
You keep me in line

You are my life line
You keep me close to home
You keep me ticking
Through the thick and everything

It is as if I am not me
Without you maybe I would be ok
It is as if you keep me dangling
Only by a string and ready to let go

You are my life line
You are the source
You are a sucker to have
Helped me for so long

But you don’t know at all
Just how hard it is for me
Just how hard a try
I do it to stay alive

But you’re my life line
Only you don’t really care
You could drop me into the pit
That place of pain and despair

And you, you’re my life line
You keep me going
Even though you don’t want to
You have lost your interest
And now I am dying

Now I lay me down to rest
Now I lay me down to rest

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Keeping me alive By: Shawn D. Petrie

Keeping me alive
By: Shawn D. Petrie (12-7-2006)

Feed off me
Take what you can see
Breathe within my home
Never be alone

As long as you have me
You have so much control
Deception is your crutial key
To keeping me alive

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It’s supposed to hurt By: Shawn D. Petrie

It’s supposed to hurt
By: Shawn D. Petrie (2-6-2007)

I begin to panic
Then i start to think the worst
Landing here, being alone
Not living my life with you

If you are not ready
I need to know right now
I cannot let you know
Just whats been on my mind

I will not call today
I need to give it a few days
And let you think of me
Give you time to think of me

But will you be thinking of me
Or will your time just pass
Like a careless caress
As you pass through life, an angel i can’t catch

I want to hold you close
I want you to love me
To need me, and tell me so
And never let me go

Trying to forget the past
Except for the lessons learned
You not giving me any signs
That you are excited about me

I cannot wait forever
I’ve waited seven years
If your feeling can never show
Then it is time for me to give up

Because if you dont want me now
I know that you never will
That i must accept
Swallow the bitter pill

But if you have changed
I know that i can show you
A life full of happiness
And id die to keep you happy

Believing for a second
That fate and true love can exist
If we were meant to be together
This time you wont resist

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DISTANT HOPE By: Shawn D. Petrie

DISTANT HOPE
By: Shawn D. Petrie (4-26-1999)

THE TEARS BUILD UP ALL AROUND MY EYES
BUT AS THE DAYS GO BY I FIND IT HARDER TO CRY
THE KIND OF LOVE I GET IS NOT WHAT I NEED
WHAT I NEED IS A LOVE THAT WILL SLOW THE BLEED

I HEAR A LOT OF BULLSHIT
“JUST WAIT YOUR TIME WILL COME”
I ASK MYSELF WHEN YOU TELL ME THAT
“DO YOU THINK I AM THAT DUMB?”

I KNOW I WILL ALWAYS BE ALONE
SO WHY SHOULD I TRY TO CARE?
WHO FEELS LOVE AND TOO SO ALONE
WHEN I AM NEITHER HERE NOR THERE?

THE PAIN BUILDS UP INSIDE MY SOUL
MY EMOTIONS ALL RUN TO COLD
IT IS ALL BULLSHIT, WHAT I HAVE BEEN TOLD
AND I AM GOING TO DIE ALONE AND OLD

I WISH I WAS DEAD RIGHT NOW
I WISH I DIDN’T WANT WHAT I NEED
I HOPE IF THERE REALLY IS A GOD
HE WILL TAKE ME AWAY

I WISH I WAS DEAD
I WISH I WAS DEAD
I WISH I COULD CRY
I FEEL SO ALONE
IT HURTS TO BE ALIVE

I WISH I WOULD JUST DIE
I WISH I WAS DEAD
I WISH I COULD ERASE
THE MEMORY FROM MY HEAD

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Just the same By: Shawn D. Petrie

Just the same
By: Shawn D. Petrie (3-20-2000)

Beating my heart against the wall
Trying to push through
Standing on my final ground
There isn’t much else I can do

There is confusion inside my head
Am I who I say?
Have I been looking into my own eyes and
Lying to myself every day?

There is this constant conflict in my mind
Within my heart and my soul
Finally realizing no matter how hard I try
I will never reach my goals

If I claim to be nice
And say that this is true
It is going to take an army of soldiers
To even begin to convince you

And when it comes down to making love
I will loose all the cards from my hand
You will retreat and leave me confused and alone
And your false morality will take its stand

But in a similar situation with a guy who is blunt
Who is cold, distant and untrue
This is the filthy pig you let in your arms
And spend the night with you

You reach into them and find something to love
You look at me and turn away
He holds back emotions and I let mine show
But you don’t believe anything I say

These same girls that dream of a man
Who will gently sweep them off there feet
Settle for scum, take the trash
And go down on six inches of meat

I’m sick off the bullshit and all of the lies
The fucked up games that girls play
And this right here, right now
Will be my final day

Never again will I open myself
To a stranger no matter the length of time
That we have known each other because reality is
You cannot trust or change peoples minds

The easiest way for me to get girls
Is to act like a pig and not care
Starting right now I will harden my heart
And soon there will be a lot of options here

All of the games, the confusing rules
I need the instructions to play
And I will add some water to this bleeding heart
And mold it into a new as though it were clay

Maybe all I have been telling myself
Has long been my own personal game
I refuse to believe that they mirror me
But maybe I am just the same