My place By: Shawn D. Petrie

My place
By: Shawn D. Petrie (12-03-2006)


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Where do i belong in this world
Have i no right to exist
Was i a mistake
Maybe i do not have a soul
I feel so alone
But a touch brings me back
When a soft hand touches me
I feel so calm
I close my eyes
I dont know if it matters
Who the touch is from
I dont know whats in my head
That has made my life go wrong
The coldness of this room
Tightens all my muscles
I feel as though ill panic
When i look and find no faces
When i call out your name
Im talking to myself
Remembering a time
When i mastered this hatefull lonliness

Back where i began
But so much worse off inside
I have what i need
But i do not have what i want
Because what i want
Is too much what i need
And this need clouds my thoughts
It makes me feel strange
I feel out of control
Racing inside a dead cell
Nowhere to go, no escape
My wheels are spinning
The black smoke is hurting my eyes
I would give it all for a door
Give me a door that leads to a future
Somewhere with someone i love
Someone who loves me
When they say foever
It means it trhough and through
No games, lies, or lack of trust, just us

Holding hands so tight
The love that keeps us warm
Dosent matter how cold it is
Dosent matter whats going on around us
We are one and we are special
I make you feel special and
You make me feel special
And this feeling is never ignored
Never taken for granted again
I have learned what i had
And that i couldn’t see it
I never thought she would go
She said she would never go
Natural for me to trust
After so many years
So shocking was that day
She left me in our bed
Something is missing inside my head
I was made to feel alone
So when i am alone
I cannot be alone

But still i am alone
And the words they do not stick
And it dosent really matter
The conversations
The looks
The helping hands
Im still alone at night
When i only want one thing
To hold my woman tight
And through the night this time
I will not let her go
I will not let things slide
I will not forget to show
Just how much i love her
And just how much she means
What she does for me
And how i need her love
And how i need her help
Adn how i need her touch
To put me back in place


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