Imperfect perception of perfection By: Shawn D. Petrie

Imperfect perception of perfection
By: Shawn D. Petrie (4-11-2000)


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Maybe you aren’t so perfect
You didn’t show any signs of the one
So why did I insist on believing you were
When the whole time my love you would shun

It wasn’t that you were for me
But rather someone in mind
That I wanted, had, lost whatever
That is why I promised forever

You haven’t come back to me yet
And I think you are gone for good
Now this is prime time to get it together
And go on with my life like I should

What about you brought me joy?
What about you brought me pain?
Joy is hard for me to recall but I remember
Your childish painful games

I’m tired of thinking I live for you
I maintained feelings which never changed
Now I am scared to ever see you again
Because I know your still the same

I don’t believe you will return
You are gone for good this time
You thought that I couldn’t see through you
But I only pretended to be blind

I look at your hair
Unwashed and unclean
I remember your disposition
Ungrateful, cold and mean

I remember your clothes
Thrown on the bed unwashed
And I ask myself if what I wanted
Is still something I lost

I saw your eyes
They disguise lies to deceive
Holding back terrible things
That you yourself could not even believe

I remember your fun
Whatever it took to entertain
Whatever you wanted now you got
But all my pastimes are stained

I remember your house, your room
Clothing on the floor
Signs they were tossed in the heat of desire
You could be my worst fear for sure

I remember your mothers words
“She isn’t worth your time”
I wonder with all of this good advice
What the hell was going on in my mind

You dropped me like our plans
You couldn’t even say goodbye, answer the call
And among too many other things to mention
Makes me realize you aren’t so perfect after all


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