If you knew
By: Shawn D. Petrie (6-19-2015)
The darkness fills my eyes
As we say our last goodbyes
If you only knew what id do for you
If you were mine
An emptiness fills the silence
But im screaming out inside
If you only knew just how much
I love you
Life is short and nothings free
But the love that once was Between you and me
But now its faded like your memories
Of better times
But I cannot focus
On what lies beneath
The memories that are
Filling me are positive
And I can only cry
If you knew what I would do for you
I would die for you
Tell a lie for you
I would take the brunt of any force
Without a flinch
For you of course
If you only knew
How I feel inside
And how when I lost you
Something died
That I cant replace
I miss your face
And I miss you
If you knew how I hope
As each day passes
That that will be the very last day
That I spend without you
But there behind it
Is another day, alone
The notes and tags, the gifts the rags
Laying around and hidden in plain sight
A constant reminder
Of what we once had
But will never have again
I have lost my best friend
The only one who will ever know
The real me
The one even I cant see
And help me grow those days
Are sadly over
But there is no blame
The cant be a cause
Is the universe perhaps because
No ones meant to feel that way
Forever
But if you knew
How I hoped and prayed
To a god I don’t know
Cause he never showed
To make that wish come true for me
Which was you
If you only knew the truth
I will never be me without you
I can only be what is left
Of an assembled mess
From pieces that don’t fit
They don’t make sense
They never will again
As I slid that ring on your finger
In that moment my heart does linger
And I miss holding your hand
When you wore your ring
I miss your touch
I miss your kiss
I miss your love
I miss so much
If you only knew what I now know
You’d forgive me
But with so much distance
So much pain
Lies and hurt
And draught and rain
How could we ever go back to what
I remember
Is what I picture true?
Were you ever mine?
Nothing is real anymore
So I must step back let you live your life
The life you tried so hard for with me
But I destroyed your dreams
I am sorry that I hurt you
And I sorry for this reality
I’m sorry for so many things
Maybe if you knew
You could forgive me
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
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