I’ll Be There By: Shawn D. Petrie

I’ll Be There
By: Shawn D. Petrie (6-6-1999)

The blinding light on the brightest day
Is nothing compared to how you light up my soul
You take away my pain and sorrow
Warm up a world so cold

I have been watching the stars
Making my nightly wish and prayer
I would be so happy if you were my girl
I would forever love you and always be there

I think about you every day
Wonder where you are
But even when we are together
Still you seem so far

I just want to reach out and touch you
I want to hold you tight
I think of you when I wake
And before I sleep at night

You take away all the bad
With one look and one kiss
I want you to be part of me
That is my only wish

I am sitting there watching you
As you read these words from my heart
Come on baby change your mind
Lets make an awesome start

The love I feel for you is strong
Like I’ve never felt before
Open your arms and take me in
Let me through your hearts door

No words could ever describe
How much I care for you
And honest to god when I say I love you
You can be sure I really do

Take your time, clean up your past
I will wait for you, that is my plan
And until you tell me to go away
You own the heart of this man

You know exactly how I feel
What I want and how much I care
The soul of you is burned into mine
I will always be there

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HURT By: Shawn D. Petrie

HURT
By: Shawn D. Petrie (6-13-1994)

I HATE MY LIFE

I HATE MY JOB

I HATE MY FRIENDS

THEY THINK I’M A SLOB

I HATE ALL KINDS OF FOOD

I EVEN HATE YOU

I HURT INSIDE

‘CAUSE ALL THINGS I HATE

WON’T GO AWAY

FOREVER THEY’LL STAY

I HURT INSIDE

‘CAUSE PROBLEMS CONTROL

THEY REOCCUR WON’T GO AWAY

I FEEL NO LOVE

NO ONE TO HUG

NO ONE TO KISS

YOU DON’T GIVE A SHIT

I HURT INSIDE ‘CAUSE

I’M SICK OF THIS LIFE

I HATE THE WORLD

I HATE MY LIFE

I HATE TO REVEAL

THE FACTS THAT HIT HARD

I HATE SO MUCH

THAT IT HURTS TO BE ALIVE

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I was on your mind By: Shawn D. Petrie

I was on your mind
By: Shawn D. Petrie (4-22-2004)

When I first met you
I didn’t know what to expect
But I know I wanted to see you again
And I know I wanted to be your friend

When we went out
For our first time
I felt a special connection
And was drawn into your direction

I soon realized you felt the same
You were interested in me
And you wanted to see me another time
And you said that I was on your mind

We fell out
It was out very last time
We lost that special connection
I was no longer on your mind

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It’s Time To Check Out By: Shawn D. Petrie

It’s Time To Check Out
By: Shawn D. Petrie (12-20-2015)

it’s time to check out
the things I don’t know
the I heart I can’t show
the darkness below

it’s time to check out
the eyes that won’t see
the pain that’s in me
for a life that can’t be

it’s time to check out
a heart full of pain
my eyes full of rain
too much hurt in my brain

it’s time to check out
my hands which are shaking
this life which is taking
too long to be taken

it’s time to check out
the pains overwhelming
with these lies I keep telling
myself

that I’ll be ok

I’ll never be ok
so it’s
time to check out

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Greed By: Shawn D. Petrie

Greed
By: Shawn D. Petrie (1-12-1995)

What does it mean to be happy?
No one is ever really happy
They always want more and more and more
When will it stop, there is only so much out there

They have taken everything away from me
No I am an empty cavity
With nothing to take, nothing to give
Now I am lifeless, look what you did

Do you not even care how selfish you are
I’ve lived with nothing all of my life
And I’ll have nothing when I die
How can I go on

I don’t know how I even get up in the morning
I can’t stand this hell I feel
I now have forgotten possessions
And opened myself up to depression

And I don’t know how to end this
Because it goes on forever
I will never get any rest
But what does it mean to be happy?

I am a bad example
What does it mean to be pissed off?
The answer lies within my blackened soul
I do not care about anything anymore

Do not even consider that I do

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FREE FALL By: Shawn D. Petrie

FREE FALL
By: Shawn D. Petrie (2-18-2001)

I am sitting alone
and ready to cry
I wish I was immortal
I wish I could fly

Crosses are hung
for luck they will give
I wish I was perfect
in happiness live

My stomach hurts,
my hearts broke in two
I wish I was happy
but wishes never come true

You walked away
left me here to die
You didn’t turn around
to see if I’d survive

The one I love fully rejects me
I wish I could lock my heart inside of me
My soul is in pain and it’s spreading all over
Just one happy life I wanted to show her

How do I go on
with this depression inside
All I do is sit alone,
all I do is cry

I wish I was perfect
As perfect as you
I wish I could forget you
But wishes never come true

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I hate you By: Shawn D. Petrie

I hate you
By: Shawn D. Petrie (10-17-2003)

If I saw you on the street today
Would you talk to me
Would you smile, would you say
You were sorry for the time you spent away

I would look into your eyes
And you would laugh as I would ask
If you ever thought of seeing me again
Silly questions never change

Would I still remember
You caused me so much pain
Would you be able to explain it all away
And make me forget that I hate you

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I don’t know who to blame By: Shawn D. Petrie

I don’t know who to blame
By: Shawn D. Petrie (2-20-2006)

I don’t know who to blame
When everything looks ugly
When all i try to gain
Slips slowly through my fingers

It could be anybody
So it must be everybody
I dont know who to blame
When i point the crooked finger
And feel the anger growing
And cry into the flame

I dont know who to blame

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Hope By: Shawn D. Petrie

Hope
By: Shawn D. Petrie (9-13-1999)

Why do the things I know I have
Never seem to displace the bad
With a feeling of hope and a chance to win
Standing at the doorway and the line is thin

So why cant I push through
And be only who I can
Realize that I
Am already a man

A feeling I lost
But do not know how
I wish I had what I need right now

But do I really need it
Is this feeling for real
Or is it simply a reaction
To the pain that I still feel

I push and I shove
Until everyone’s gone
And I am left all alone
It’s always the same song

What I need, what I have
Are they one in the same
Is what she has done to me
Really a game

Realizing that people
Will be who they’ll be
And refusing to let them
Twist and change me

The road I am on
Still cant see the end
But I know there is hope
Just around the bend

So tonight I will sleep
Then wake up to a brand new day
Hoping and praying my life will improve
And trying to believe what I hear myself say

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Hate In My Heart By: Shawn D. Petrie

Hate In My Heart
By: Shawn D. Petrie (10-4-1995)

Form the day I was born
Until the day it’s all gone
I realize it’s been
One generation gone wrong

I feel the things that I have done
Are haunting me now
And things I will continue to do
Will rise from the ashes in sorrow

I do not know what happened that day
You put hate in my heart
You put an end to my love
You put an end to my happiness

And now all I see is faded
Because you distorted my escape to reality
And I’ve lost all my goals because
You played with my sanity

I try to understand
How you got to be so cold
I thought that you wanted
For us to together grow old

But now I realize
That our love will keep us apart
Or maybe it’s just the lack there of
That put the hate in my heart

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HARDENED PART 2 By: Shawn D. Petrie

HARDENED PART 2
By: Shawn D. Petrie (4-12-1999)

I have a crushing problem
It’s simple but it’s true
It’s something I must live with
Because there is nothing I can do

A part of me was lost
So many years ago
And when we are together
I find that piece in you

I’m not sure when it happened
But I can still recall the pain
You seemed to heal my bleeding soul
But my love was spent in vain

And because I feel so broken
That’s why I need you so
And that’s also why it hurts me
When you turn away and go

You said I was obsessed
But that was an excuse you found to leave
You came pre-programmed to resist
The monogamous life I wanted to lead

I cannot help but look around
I see stylized shots of sex appeal
You get violence, pornography, hate, and crime
In one four square daily meal

And all of this I see on TV
Gets me so enraged in pain
I just can’t believe so many people
View life as just a game

Another love lost, another day gone
Another page in my storybook turns
The passion I subdue will continue to cool
As my bitterness continues to burn

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HARDENED PART 1 By: Shawn D. Petrie

HARDENED PART 1
By: Shawn D. Petrie (4-9-1999)

Nothing matters anymore
I guess nothing ever did
Since you took your love away
I’ve lost my will to live

I try to block out the pain
But I know it’s sinking in
I will surrender to the truth
What you did was such a sin

I’ll revert to my old self
Put the walls up back around
You tore your love away
Left my half bleeding on the ground

You trashed the love we had
I guess that you got bored
I wish I’d had listened when they said
Watch out she’s such a whore

You must never trust the ladies
They all come from the same place
But instead of the usual snake and thorns
They wear an angels face

You were the last one I could trust
With no more love that’s pending
You pushed me to a colder place
A vacant lot,
where my heart has been hardened

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