I miss you By: Shawn D. Petrie

I miss you
By: Shawn D. Petrie (4-30-2000)

A phone call reminds me of you
Where could you be?
I still love you

A shadow reminds me of you
Are you there?
I still need you

The pain reminds me of you
Will you continue to hurt me?
I still want you

The music reminds me of you
This feeling makes me cry
I still cherish you

The birds remind me of you
I hope you still want me
I still believe you

The night reminds me of you
How you left me out in the cold
I tried so hard to still love you

The sun reminds me of you
How your beauty burnt me down but
I tried so hard to still love you

My reflection in the mirror reminds me of you
In my eyes I see the one you gave away and
I try so hard to still love you

This road reminds me of you
Left at one end while you ran towards the other
Standing alone I still loved you

In my dreams I see you
I try so hard to still love you
I guess that I still do

Realizing my loss brings me sorrow
I wish I could tell you I still love you
So much to this day it still hurts I still miss you

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I was on your mind By: Shawn D. Petrie

I was on your mind
By: Shawn D. Petrie (4-22-2004)

When I first met you
I didn’t know what to expect
But I know I wanted to see you again
And I know I wanted to be your friend

When we went out
For our first time
I felt a special connection
And was drawn into your direction

I soon realized you felt the same
You were interested in me
And you wanted to see me another time
And you said that I was on your mind

We fell out
It was out very last time
We lost that special connection
I was no longer on your mind

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I want to love life By: Shawn D. Petrie

I want to love life
By: Shawn D. Petrie (1-25-2007)

I want to love life
I want to love life
I want to give everything that i got
To make it right

I want to love life
I want to live life
I waiting to long to make it alone
And start all over again

I want to find love
I want to find love
I want to feel an insatiable fire
I know i can never put out

I want to find love
I want to make love
I want to make the world stop on its heels
While you and i spin our wheels

I used to be wise
Thought i knew the answers
Ignored my problems
And they wouldn’t go away

I used to try
Much harder than i could
To make it in this world
And find you

But where are you now
I have searched for so long
Theres been too many distractions
And the time is all gone

I need your touch and
Ineed your love
I need your soft body and
I need to feel your love

I want to love again
I want to feel that love again
I need to feel wanted
I need to know im needed

I want to be appreciated
And told that i am special
The look thats in the eyes
Of a woman so much in love

This is what i need
And this is how i feel
Walking blind with little knowledge
Of how to reach this goal

Spending so much money
Wasting so much time
Dreaming of a future
Together, yours and mine

I need you now
I need you tomorrow
To know you’ll be there
And believe that you care

I crave the trust
And im filled with lust
And i cry for you
I wish i could meet you

You are out there
Waiting for me
Feeling a connection
That you dont understand

Holding out hope
Because you know im alive
And you know that ill try
To find you

Take yo uin my arms
Take care of you
Give you everything you need
Give you everything you want

Hold you when you cry
Laugh when you are smiling
Look into your eyes
And the fire burns us both

Our touch is mesmerizing
And your smell is appetizing
And you want me so
Just as much as i want you

This is my dream
This is my life
Its the only thing i need
Its the only thing i want

I want to love you
I want to hold you
I want to keep you
But i still need to find you

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I HAVE BEEN USED By: Shawn D. Petrie

I HAVE BEEN USED
By: Shawn D. Petrie (7-14-1994)

MY FRIEND I HAVE BEEN USED
I HAVE BEEN LIED TO AND ABUSED

MY SOUL HAS BEEN STEPPED ON
DISREGARDED AND NOW I AM THROUGH

THROUGH WITH THIS LIFE
THE LIFE OF THE UNLOVED
THE SOUL IS NOT DESIGNED
TO HOLD THIS MUCH PAIN

IN ANY OF THE TIMES
I HAVE HAD WITH THE LOST
IT IS GONE AND I CAN’T FORGET

MY LIFE IN WHOLE
DIRTY AND COLD
I NEED TO SHUT OUT A WORLD OF SUCH COLD

I NEED TO SHUT OUT THE PAIN AND THE HELL
THE PEOPLE AND THE LIES AND THE HATE

AS I TRY AND SLEEP INTO HE NIGHT
SOMETIMES I CRY, WONDER WHY
THIS WORLD HAS TO BE SO COLD

IN THE END ALL I HAVE IS MY FRIENDS
AND FOR THEM I MAY HAVE A FULL LIFE

BUT WITHOUT SOMEONE ELSE
I AM SO ALONE WITH SO MUCH TO LOOSE
I MAY NEVER GET THE GIRL IN MY HEART

SO THE WRAP UP WILL GO
THIS WORLD IS SO COLD
AND IT WILL NOT LAST VERY LONG

AND THEN THE PEOPLE WILL REGRET
ALL THE HELL THEY DISHED OUT
MAYBE THEN THEY WILL KNOW

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How much it hurts By: Shawn D. Petrie (1-25-2007)

How much it hurts
By: Shawn D. Petrie (1-25-2007)

The thoughts of complication make the world feel so deserted
The words I try to speak come out all wrong
At times i have the answers but there quickly lost
And i am only left with more questions, the pain is so unreal

I don’t know why you left me, in the eyes of another man
You must be his angel, once you were mine
I tried so hard to be happy, you kept much pain at bay
But there was too much and it was hard to hold it all inside each day

But you were my wife, i guess you still are
The words we spoke talked of forever
And i still feel that way today
Even though i want to punish you for all you took away

I know now that i have hurt you
I know now the tings that i did wrong
I never knew it at the time, i was immature, confused
But the pain you caused me was intentional, you meant what you said

You left me with so many memories some good some bad
The bad ones make me cry and the good ones remind me
Ill never have those times back again
And that brings on a real intense defeating agony

I wish you could feel how much it hurts
And i wish you could heal how much it hurts
With your presence and an apology would it all be ok
Or would the pain override the loss and would i turn away

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It’s Time To Check Out By: Shawn D. Petrie

It’s Time To Check Out
By: Shawn D. Petrie (12-20-2015)

it’s time to check out
the things I don’t know
the I heart I can’t show
the darkness below

it’s time to check out
the eyes that won’t see
the pain that’s in me
for a life that can’t be

it’s time to check out
a heart full of pain
my eyes full of rain
too much hurt in my brain

it’s time to check out
my hands which are shaking
this life which is taking
too long to be taken

it’s time to check out
the pains overwhelming
with these lies I keep telling
myself

that I’ll be ok

I’ll never be ok
so it’s
time to check out

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FREE FALL By: Shawn D. Petrie

FREE FALL
By: Shawn D. Petrie (2-18-2001)

I am sitting alone
and ready to cry
I wish I was immortal
I wish I could fly

Crosses are hung
for luck they will give
I wish I was perfect
in happiness live

My stomach hurts,
my hearts broke in two
I wish I was happy
but wishes never come true

You walked away
left me here to die
You didn’t turn around
to see if I’d survive

The one I love fully rejects me
I wish I could lock my heart inside of me
My soul is in pain and it’s spreading all over
Just one happy life I wanted to show her

How do I go on
with this depression inside
All I do is sit alone,
all I do is cry

I wish I was perfect
As perfect as you
I wish I could forget you
But wishes never come true

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I hate you By: Shawn D. Petrie

I hate you
By: Shawn D. Petrie (10-17-2003)

If I saw you on the street today
Would you talk to me
Would you smile, would you say
You were sorry for the time you spent away

I would look into your eyes
And you would laugh as I would ask
If you ever thought of seeing me again
Silly questions never change

Would I still remember
You caused me so much pain
Would you be able to explain it all away
And make me forget that I hate you

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I don’t know who to blame By: Shawn D. Petrie

I don’t know who to blame
By: Shawn D. Petrie (2-20-2006)

I don’t know who to blame
When everything looks ugly
When all i try to gain
Slips slowly through my fingers

It could be anybody
So it must be everybody
I dont know who to blame
When i point the crooked finger
And feel the anger growing
And cry into the flame

I dont know who to blame

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Hope By: Shawn D. Petrie

Hope
By: Shawn D. Petrie (9-13-1999)

Why do the things I know I have
Never seem to displace the bad
With a feeling of hope and a chance to win
Standing at the doorway and the line is thin

So why cant I push through
And be only who I can
Realize that I
Am already a man

A feeling I lost
But do not know how
I wish I had what I need right now

But do I really need it
Is this feeling for real
Or is it simply a reaction
To the pain that I still feel

I push and I shove
Until everyone’s gone
And I am left all alone
It’s always the same song

What I need, what I have
Are they one in the same
Is what she has done to me
Really a game

Realizing that people
Will be who they’ll be
And refusing to let them
Twist and change me

The road I am on
Still cant see the end
But I know there is hope
Just around the bend

So tonight I will sleep
Then wake up to a brand new day
Hoping and praying my life will improve
And trying to believe what I hear myself say

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Hate In My Heart By: Shawn D. Petrie

Hate In My Heart
By: Shawn D. Petrie (10-4-1995)

Form the day I was born
Until the day it’s all gone
I realize it’s been
One generation gone wrong

I feel the things that I have done
Are haunting me now
And things I will continue to do
Will rise from the ashes in sorrow

I do not know what happened that day
You put hate in my heart
You put an end to my love
You put an end to my happiness

And now all I see is faded
Because you distorted my escape to reality
And I’ve lost all my goals because
You played with my sanity

I try to understand
How you got to be so cold
I thought that you wanted
For us to together grow old

But now I realize
That our love will keep us apart
Or maybe it’s just the lack there of
That put the hate in my heart

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HARDENED PART 2 By: Shawn D. Petrie

HARDENED PART 2
By: Shawn D. Petrie (4-12-1999)

I have a crushing problem
It’s simple but it’s true
It’s something I must live with
Because there is nothing I can do

A part of me was lost
So many years ago
And when we are together
I find that piece in you

I’m not sure when it happened
But I can still recall the pain
You seemed to heal my bleeding soul
But my love was spent in vain

And because I feel so broken
That’s why I need you so
And that’s also why it hurts me
When you turn away and go

You said I was obsessed
But that was an excuse you found to leave
You came pre-programmed to resist
The monogamous life I wanted to lead

I cannot help but look around
I see stylized shots of sex appeal
You get violence, pornography, hate, and crime
In one four square daily meal

And all of this I see on TV
Gets me so enraged in pain
I just can’t believe so many people
View life as just a game

Another love lost, another day gone
Another page in my storybook turns
The passion I subdue will continue to cool
As my bitterness continues to burn

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