How much it hurts By: Shawn D. Petrie (1-25-2007)

How much it hurts
By: Shawn D. Petrie (1-25-2007)


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The thoughts of complication make the world feel so deserted
The words I try to speak come out all wrong
At times i have the answers but there quickly lost
And i am only left with more questions, the pain is so unreal

I don’t know why you left me, in the eyes of another man
You must be his angel, once you were mine
I tried so hard to be happy, you kept much pain at bay
But there was too much and it was hard to hold it all inside each day

But you were my wife, i guess you still are
The words we spoke talked of forever
And i still feel that way today
Even though i want to punish you for all you took away

I know now that i have hurt you
I know now the tings that i did wrong
I never knew it at the time, i was immature, confused
But the pain you caused me was intentional, you meant what you said

You left me with so many memories some good some bad
The bad ones make me cry and the good ones remind me
Ill never have those times back again
And that brings on a real intense defeating agony

I wish you could feel how much it hurts
And i wish you could heal how much it hurts
With your presence and an apology would it all be ok
Or would the pain override the loss and would i turn away


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Hope By: Shawn D. Petrie

Hope
By: Shawn D. Petrie (9-13-1999)


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Why do the things I know I have
Never seem to displace the bad
With a feeling of hope and a chance to win
Standing at the doorway and the line is thin

So why cant I push through
And be only who I can
Realize that I
Am already a man

A feeling I lost
But do not know how
I wish I had what I need right now

But do I really need it
Is this feeling for real
Or is it simply a reaction
To the pain that I still feel

I push and I shove
Until everyone’s gone
And I am left all alone
It’s always the same song

What I need, what I have
Are they one in the same
Is what she has done to me
Really a game

Realizing that people
Will be who they’ll be
And refusing to let them
Twist and change me

The road I am on
Still cant see the end
But I know there is hope
Just around the bend

So tonight I will sleep
Then wake up to a brand new day
Hoping and praying my life will improve
And trying to believe what I hear myself say


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