Go as you planned By: Shawn D. Petrie

Go as you planned
By: Shawn D. Petrie (4-22-2004)

He represents every man
Every man but me
I am the one with will
Wide enough to see

That it’s not about
Who is right
And who is wrong
Or who has been around for too long

He was born and raised
To be tough as steel
And never feel that it’s ok
To express what he really feels

He was told to save his fears
For a woman’s ears
But that doesn’t always
Go as you planned

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If I had to By Shawn D. Petrie

If I had to
By Shawn D. Petrie (2-20-2006)

If I had to try
Any harder than i do
I would probably collapse
And i would not make it through

If i opened up my eyes
Any wider than i do
I would probably go blind
At the ugliness of truth

If i felt any more
Than i do right now
I would empty out my heart
Which you cannot allow

And if i got any angrier
And it all came to a head
The whole world would surly suffer
Until the day that i am dead

Just run away
Just say goodbye
It’s long since been over
There is nothing inside

You’ll never care
And really why should you
There is nothing left of me and
Nothing inside of you

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I’ll Be There By: Shawn D. Petrie

I’ll Be There
By: Shawn D. Petrie (6-6-1999)

The blinding light on the brightest day
Is nothing compared to how you light up my soul
You take away my pain and sorrow
Warm up a world so cold

I have been watching the stars
Making my nightly wish and prayer
I would be so happy if you were my girl
I would forever love you and always be there

I think about you every day
Wonder where you are
But even when we are together
Still you seem so far

I just want to reach out and touch you
I want to hold you tight
I think of you when I wake
And before I sleep at night

You take away all the bad
With one look and one kiss
I want you to be part of me
That is my only wish

I am sitting there watching you
As you read these words from my heart
Come on baby change your mind
Lets make an awesome start

The love I feel for you is strong
Like I’ve never felt before
Open your arms and take me in
Let me through your hearts door

No words could ever describe
How much I care for you
And honest to god when I say I love you
You can be sure I really do

Take your time, clean up your past
I will wait for you, that is my plan
And until you tell me to go away
You own the heart of this man

You know exactly how I feel
What I want and how much I care
The soul of you is burned into mine
I will always be there

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I miss you all day By: Shawn D. Petrie

I miss you all day
By: Shawn D. Petrie (7-8-2003)

Days go by but I will survive
The past seems like a dream
Wondering if that’s how I’m living now
A tear drops by the chill of your screams

Thinking of people that I have loved
The ones who have stayed and the ones I have lost
Ready to give up on the ones I have now
And get you back at any cost

I know that all seems wrong
And for sure not how I should live
Maybe it’s because you hold a part of me
That I foolishly decided to give

Seeing as how you said that you loved me
I thought that you would always be there
But one day I wasn’t paying attention
Turned around and you weren’t there

All of the people I have known
And in my own fathers raised hand
I have got to know before I go
Is this really an example of a man

Happiness has surly passed me by
I don’t know which way to turn
Realizing that any path I choose
Will surly leave me to burn

When I call you on the telephone
It’s always the same, you’re never home
Out on the town, another fun night
You left me alone with my pain and my fright

Like is something we must choose to live
Even though we are already alive
But what can I do when I offer my love
But in return yours is always denied

I miss you and I don’t know what else to say
When were not together I miss you all day

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I miss you By: Shawn D. Petrie

I miss you
By: Shawn D. Petrie (4-30-2000)

A phone call reminds me of you
Where could you be?
I still love you

A shadow reminds me of you
Are you there?
I still need you

The pain reminds me of you
Will you continue to hurt me?
I still want you

The music reminds me of you
This feeling makes me cry
I still cherish you

The birds remind me of you
I hope you still want me
I still believe you

The night reminds me of you
How you left me out in the cold
I tried so hard to still love you

The sun reminds me of you
How your beauty burnt me down but
I tried so hard to still love you

My reflection in the mirror reminds me of you
In my eyes I see the one you gave away and
I try so hard to still love you

This road reminds me of you
Left at one end while you ran towards the other
Standing alone I still loved you

In my dreams I see you
I try so hard to still love you
I guess that I still do

Realizing my loss brings me sorrow
I wish I could tell you I still love you
So much to this day it still hurts I still miss you

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I was on your mind By: Shawn D. Petrie

I was on your mind
By: Shawn D. Petrie (4-22-2004)

When I first met you
I didn’t know what to expect
But I know I wanted to see you again
And I know I wanted to be your friend

When we went out
For our first time
I felt a special connection
And was drawn into your direction

I soon realized you felt the same
You were interested in me
And you wanted to see me another time
And you said that I was on your mind

We fell out
It was out very last time
We lost that special connection
I was no longer on your mind

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I want to love life By: Shawn D. Petrie

I want to love life
By: Shawn D. Petrie (1-25-2007)

I want to love life
I want to love life
I want to give everything that i got
To make it right

I want to love life
I want to live life
I waiting to long to make it alone
And start all over again

I want to find love
I want to find love
I want to feel an insatiable fire
I know i can never put out

I want to find love
I want to make love
I want to make the world stop on its heels
While you and i spin our wheels

I used to be wise
Thought i knew the answers
Ignored my problems
And they wouldn’t go away

I used to try
Much harder than i could
To make it in this world
And find you

But where are you now
I have searched for so long
Theres been too many distractions
And the time is all gone

I need your touch and
Ineed your love
I need your soft body and
I need to feel your love

I want to love again
I want to feel that love again
I need to feel wanted
I need to know im needed

I want to be appreciated
And told that i am special
The look thats in the eyes
Of a woman so much in love

This is what i need
And this is how i feel
Walking blind with little knowledge
Of how to reach this goal

Spending so much money
Wasting so much time
Dreaming of a future
Together, yours and mine

I need you now
I need you tomorrow
To know you’ll be there
And believe that you care

I crave the trust
And im filled with lust
And i cry for you
I wish i could meet you

You are out there
Waiting for me
Feeling a connection
That you dont understand

Holding out hope
Because you know im alive
And you know that ill try
To find you

Take yo uin my arms
Take care of you
Give you everything you need
Give you everything you want

Hold you when you cry
Laugh when you are smiling
Look into your eyes
And the fire burns us both

Our touch is mesmerizing
And your smell is appetizing
And you want me so
Just as much as i want you

This is my dream
This is my life
Its the only thing i need
Its the only thing i want

I want to love you
I want to hold you
I want to keep you
But i still need to find you

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HALLUCINATION By: Shawn D. Petrie

HALLUCINATION
By: Shawn D. Petrie (5-10-1995)

I IMAGINE A DARK SHADOW OF DEATH
HOLDING A BLOOD STAINED SWORD
AWAITING CONTACT WITH MY FLESH

I IMAGINE A BEAUTIFUL RAVEN
SOARING THE SKY
AWAITING THE MOMENT
TO PECK OUT MY EYES

I SEE MYSELF AS A DARK HANDSOME MAN, A LADY KILLER
SOMEONE WHO IS FEARED,
BUT ADORED LIKE THE RAVEN
AWAITING SOME MALICIOUS ATTACK
HOLDING MY BLOOD STAINED SWORD

STALKING THE LIFE OF AN INNOCENT MAN OVER JEALOUS RAGE

I IMAGINE MYSELF
A BEAUTIFUL SEDUCTRESS
ANYONE I WANT ANY TIME
LOOKING IN THE MIRROR, A SHADOWED FIGURE OF A RAVEN
NOW HOLDING A BLOOD STAINED KITCHEN KNIFE

I IMAGINE MYSELF FURTHER STILL
HOLDING THAT BLOOD STAINED KNIFE
LOOKING AT MYSELF,
IN THE MIRROR I SEE DARK EYES

BLACK TO THE SOUL, COLD AND MEAN LIKE THE RAVEN
STARING AT MYSELF CRYING
WONDERING WHAT I AM DOING HERE

STARING DEEPER AND DEEPER,
INTO MY OWN EYES
I SEE PURE EVIL

I CAN SEE A SMALL OUTLINED
FIGURE IN THE MIRROR, AN AVERAGE LOOKING BOY
STILL HOLDING
THE BLOOD STAINED KNIFE
AND THE BLACK PAINED EYES

I VISUALIZE THE DARK ROBES
WORN BY THE BOY HOLDING THE KNIFE
WAITING JUST WAITING
BUT FOR WHAT? HE JUST STARES

I HEAR A DOOR KNOB TURNING
TURNING, SLOWLY TURNING
THE RUSTY HINGES SQUEALING
A DARK FIGURE OPENS THE CASTLE DOOR

A FEMALE VOICE
CRISP AND STERN
YELLING TO ME
AS I SNAP OUT OF MY STARE

“GET YOUR ASS TO BED NOW!”

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How much it hurts By: Shawn D. Petrie (1-25-2007)

How much it hurts
By: Shawn D. Petrie (1-25-2007)

The thoughts of complication make the world feel so deserted
The words I try to speak come out all wrong
At times i have the answers but there quickly lost
And i am only left with more questions, the pain is so unreal

I don’t know why you left me, in the eyes of another man
You must be his angel, once you were mine
I tried so hard to be happy, you kept much pain at bay
But there was too much and it was hard to hold it all inside each day

But you were my wife, i guess you still are
The words we spoke talked of forever
And i still feel that way today
Even though i want to punish you for all you took away

I know now that i have hurt you
I know now the tings that i did wrong
I never knew it at the time, i was immature, confused
But the pain you caused me was intentional, you meant what you said

You left me with so many memories some good some bad
The bad ones make me cry and the good ones remind me
Ill never have those times back again
And that brings on a real intense defeating agony

I wish you could feel how much it hurts
And i wish you could heal how much it hurts
With your presence and an apology would it all be ok
Or would the pain override the loss and would i turn away

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December 21, 2015 0

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A B O U T M E / W E L C O M E T O A U G U S T W I L L D E C A Y . C O M

I have, for as long as I can remember, have had a creative / artistic side that needed to get out. Having experienced many things in my life which caused me to gain a rather different perspective on things than my peers I began to express myself through poetry. In the beginning there were three of us going by the name of Disobedience, we were young, angry (especially me) and determined to make any sort of music we could on that dirt floor in the basement practice area we jammed in.

After some time things just kind of tapered off we got jobs, finished school and kind of moved on with life. However I continued to create and develop my style as a solo artist going first under the name of King9ine. This name was taken up by another band calling themselves King Nine (which I also used this variant too long ago) but just as well I needed to start a new chapter in my life after a period of very tough emotional times which came to a head in August 2013.

I was in a slump, possibly the lowest point in my life and I sat down and wrote a poem called August Will Decay. That is how I felt, that during that terrible month of August I would decay. (My emotional state anyway) And I guess to a certain extent it did. I was forever changed by the events that followed and I have come to realize that I will only ever have this one life to live and with that life I can choose to sit around writing sad poems which would turn into the occasional song or I can really try and put some effort into showing the world who I am, what I am made of, what I have been through, my hopes, thoughts, beliefs, and failures through music which I hope some people can relate to.

I am living currently in this new chapter of my life where I have decided not only will I make this effort to show people my music but I will make it an obsession to achieve. I have been sitting on dozens of song for the last 15 years that I have unearthed and polished up the best I can and I have released some EP’s which showcase some old songs but also some new songs.

I am going to keep making my heart speak through music and this website is just another effort in this chapter in my life to make my voice heard. And while I could never thank the people in my life that have caused me endless pain I can at least say that they have inspired me. Driven me. And pushed me to further succeed beyond, hopefully what I even think is possible.

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August Will Decay is an honest expression of raw emotion good bad or indifferent we all have emotions I am not afraid to voice mine.

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(9-15-2015)

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December 3, 2015 0

– Concentrated Pain – By: Shawn D. Petrie (11-11-2011)

Concentrated Pain
By: Shawn D. Petrie (11-11-2011)

My concentrated pain
Pure and not from here
But from everywhere, a taste of it all
Small slices of everything

Everything rotten send down the chute
Land flat on my face

Now on my back
Broken but still standing
Gotten ahead of myself

Not really worth anything
I don’t know why I thought i was
My mistake, I take it back
Drop me like a bad feeling

I don’t deserve flowers
Oh yeah, they aren’t for me

My mistake, I take it back
Now take away the rest
I don’t deserve any of this
Oh yeah, none of it is mine

Only there for a short while
Only here for a short time
The only thing I can take with me
Is my concentrated pain

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November 22, 2015 0

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Hey friends and followers, I got my YouTube channel up and I have one video up for now, (I will be adding more.)

I am trying to get 100 subscribers so that they will allow me to have a custom URL please help me achieve this goal by clicking on my video link and then subscribing to my channel. Thank you for your help 🙂

If the video does not open up in YouTube but rather just plays on my blog post, You can also search for August Will Decay (on YouTube) and I should come up…https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gLpu-WC6dt0