Just the same By: Shawn D. Petrie

Just the same
By: Shawn D. Petrie (3-20-2000)


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Beating my heart against the wall
Trying to push through
Standing on my final ground
There isn’t much else I can do

There is confusion inside my head
Am I who I say?
Have I been looking into my own eyes and
Lying to myself every day?

There is this constant conflict in my mind
Within my heart and my soul
Finally realizing no matter how hard I try
I will never reach my goals

If I claim to be nice
And say that this is true
It is going to take an army of soldiers
To even begin to convince you

And when it comes down to making love
I will loose all the cards from my hand
You will retreat and leave me confused and alone
And your false morality will take its stand

But in a similar situation with a guy who is blunt
Who is cold, distant and untrue
This is the filthy pig you let in your arms
And spend the night with you

You reach into them and find something to love
You look at me and turn away
He holds back emotions and I let mine show
But you don’t believe anything I say

These same girls that dream of a man
Who will gently sweep them off there feet
Settle for scum, take the trash
And go down on six inches of meat

I’m sick off the bullshit and all of the lies
The fucked up games that girls play
And this right here, right now
Will be my final day

Never again will I open myself
To a stranger no matter the length of time
That we have known each other because reality is
You cannot trust or change peoples minds

The easiest way for me to get girls
Is to act like a pig and not care
Starting right now I will harden my heart
And soon there will be a lot of options here

All of the games, the confusing rules
I need the instructions to play
And I will add some water to this bleeding heart
And mold it into a new as though it were clay

Maybe all I have been telling myself
Has long been my own personal game
I refuse to believe that they mirror me
But maybe I am just the same


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ENEMY FRIENDS By: Shawn D. Petrie

ENEMY FRIENDS
By: Shawn D. Petrie (4-23-1995)


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When I was a child
Life was full of color
Now that I am a man
Life has turned black and white

When I was growing up
I thought that only good things could happen
When I reached the age of the end
I knew it was just the beginning

Now when I am falling down
Low and self-decaying
I know that I can always turn
To all my enemy friends

Sometimes in life it seems
The only thing that is real
Is the only thing you have
But you lost it years ago

If you dwell on the pain
You will never heal
When you can understand
You are all my enemy friends

If you ask what I see for my future
It doesn’t look too bright
I am wishing on a star
That I will make it till then

When I get scared
Confused and torn away
I will always know that I can turn
To all of my enemy friends


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Into loneliness By: Shawn D. Petrie

Into loneliness
By: Shawn D. Petrie (1-12-1999)


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It all comes down to looks
In this world of show and tell
It’s all about what you poses
Living life in literal hell

I modify my present self
Reform to a friendlier face
I try to find what I think I want
But there’s no one for me in this place

Now I can see if one or the other
Was the fate I have been given
But to be alone and lonely all in one
I resent the life I am living

With an endless string of strikes
With a few fouls just for fun
My lonely soul is bleeding down
And I need to go buy a gun

Now you can call it an easy way out
A solution to a problem too small
I don’t agree and want relief from
The pit into which I do fall


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INTO HELL… By: Shawn D. Petrie

INTO HELL…
By: Shawn D. Petrie (8-13-1995)


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Dark upon my moon lit sight
Once upon that breezeless night
That day I felt the pain brew
I knew my worthless life was through
My mind was filled with fire and hate
Problems beyond which you can relate
I knew I would be pulled into there hell
It was just then that I took a step and fell
Into the lungs of hell

Dark upon my fire burnt fate
You tried but son you were too late
Once upon that hellish end
I found that death was my best friend

Dark because they’re was no sun
Dead that day my life was done
That day I felt the pain explode
Destined to die I couldn’t handle the load

My mind was filled with fire and hate
All my friends tried but were too late
I knew I would break free out of my shell
It was just then that I took a step and fell
Into the pit of hell

Bright was not that dreadful day
I had nothing more to say
Too late to return to my fucked over life
I’ll risk the rest on a double bladed knife
It was burning flesh and death
It was a terrible smell
It was just then that I took a step and fell
Into the hands of hell

I knew my mortal life was done
Thought to myself “My life was fun”
As I sank into my silent screams
Clouded by my blackened dreams
I knew my future was too beyond to tell
It was just then that I took a step,
And fell into the lungs of hell


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