HALLUCINATION
By: Shawn D. Petrie (5-10-1995)


awd wave


I IMAGINE A DARK SHADOW OF DEATH
HOLDING A BLOOD STAINED SWORD
AWAITING CONTACT WITH MY FLESH

I IMAGINE A BEAUTIFUL RAVEN
SOARING THE SKY
AWAITING THE MOMENT
TO PECK OUT MY EYES

I SEE MYSELF AS A DARK HANDSOME MAN, A LADY KILLER
SOMEONE WHO IS FEARED,
BUT ADORED LIKE THE RAVEN
AWAITING SOME MALICIOUS ATTACK
HOLDING MY BLOOD STAINED SWORD

STALKING THE LIFE OF AN INNOCENT MAN OVER JEALOUS RAGE

I IMAGINE MYSELF
A BEAUTIFUL SEDUCTRESS
ANYONE I WANT ANY TIME
LOOKING IN THE MIRROR, A SHADOWED FIGURE OF A RAVEN
NOW HOLDING A BLOOD STAINED KITCHEN KNIFE

I IMAGINE MYSELF FURTHER STILL
HOLDING THAT BLOOD STAINED KNIFE
LOOKING AT MYSELF,
IN THE MIRROR I SEE DARK EYES

BLACK TO THE SOUL, COLD AND MEAN LIKE THE RAVEN
STARING AT MYSELF CRYING
WONDERING WHAT I AM DOING HERE

STARING DEEPER AND DEEPER,
INTO MY OWN EYES
I SEE PURE EVIL

I CAN SEE A SMALL OUTLINED
FIGURE IN THE MIRROR, AN AVERAGE LOOKING BOY
STILL HOLDING
THE BLOOD STAINED KNIFE
AND THE BLACK PAINED EYES

I VISUALIZE THE DARK ROBES
WORN BY THE BOY HOLDING THE KNIFE
WAITING JUST WAITING
BUT FOR WHAT? HE JUST STARES

I HEAR A DOOR KNOB TURNING
TURNING, SLOWLY TURNING
THE RUSTY HINGES SQUEALING
A DARK FIGURE OPENS THE CASTLE DOOR

A FEMALE VOICE
CRISP AND STERN
YELLING TO ME
AS I SNAP OUT OF MY STARE

“GET YOUR ASS TO BED NOW!”


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How much it hurts
By: Shawn D. Petrie (1-25-2007)


awd storm 1


The thoughts of complication make the world feel so deserted
The words I try to speak come out all wrong
At times i have the answers but there quickly lost
And i am only left with more questions, the pain is so unreal

I don’t know why you left me, in the eyes of another man
You must be his angel, once you were mine
I tried so hard to be happy, you kept much pain at bay
But there was too much and it was hard to hold it all inside each day

But you were my wife, i guess you still are
The words we spoke talked of forever
And i still feel that way today
Even though i want to punish you for all you took away

I know now that i have hurt you
I know now the tings that i did wrong
I never knew it at the time, i was immature, confused
But the pain you caused me was intentional, you meant what you said

You left me with so many memories some good some bad
The bad ones make me cry and the good ones remind me
Ill never have those times back again
And that brings on a real intense defeating agony

I wish you could feel how much it hurts
And i wish you could heal how much it hurts
With your presence and an apology would it all be ok
Or would the pain override the loss and would i turn away


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It’s Time To Check Out
By: Shawn D. Petrie (12-20-2015)


awd storm 2


it’s time to check out
the things I don’t know
the I heart I can’t show
the darkness below

it’s time to check out
the eyes that won’t see
the pain that’s in me
for a life that can’t be

it’s time to check out
a heart full of pain
my eyes full of rain
too much hurt in my brain

it’s time to check out
my hands which are shaking
this life which is taking
too long to be taken

it’s time to check out
the pains overwhelming
with these lies I keep telling
myself

that I’ll be ok

I’ll never be ok
so it’s
time to check out


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Greed
By: Shawn D. Petrie (1-12-1995)


awd storm 3


What does it mean to be happy?
No one is ever really happy
They always want more and more and more
When will it stop, there is only so much out there

They have taken everything away from me
No I am an empty cavity
With nothing to take, nothing to give
Now I am lifeless, look what you did

Do you not even care how selfish you are
I’ve lived with nothing all of my life
And I’ll have nothing when I die
How can I go on

I don’t know how I even get up in the morning
I can’t stand this hell I feel
I now have forgotten possessions
And opened myself up to depression

And I don’t know how to end this
Because it goes on forever
I will never get any rest
But what does it mean to be happy?

I am a bad example
What does it mean to be pissed off?
The answer lies within my blackened soul
I do not care about anything anymore

Do not even consider that I do


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